Lollipop King

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Journal #24:

I tried to push myself away from Konstant.

I thought I could.

I thought by kissing someone else, it would erase my feelings for her.

But my heart is aching...

No... it's fucking bleeding...

Cutting and skinning me alive...

And I don't know how else to fix it.

Maybe I should just disappear.

That would be easier.

-J