ANSH
IT HAS BEEN A WEEKsince the incident that happened in the alley pero up to now ay 'dipa rin ako makapaniwala na makikita ko si Leo na parang isang wildbeast na lumalapa sa kaniyang prey.
Here I am atnakatambay na naman sa pinaka-tahimik na lugar sa loob ng ConstantineAcademy, nag-iisa at pinag-iisipan ang maraming mga bagay-bagay.
But, before akopumunta dito ay bumili muna ako ng isang milktea and cheeseburger.Kapag ganito kasi na madami akong iniisip ay madali akong gutumin, asin to the highest level of order—gano'n!
I hate Leo dahil samga ginagawa niya recently but, I am not losing hope na kahit papaanoay nandyan pa ang Leo na nakilala ko.
I thought that big,bad, perverted piece of trash will be able to successfully takeadvantage of me, of my poor, cute lil' body. But, thank GOD that Leocame to save me—again.
Despite everythingthat happened between me and Leo, at the end of the day he has beentrue to his words, to his promise that he will be my guardian.
To be honest, I amalready trying to look at the bright side of the picture.
Alam ko na ang mgapagbabago ni Leo ay may dahilan, he has his own reasons on why hechanged. All I need is his explanation.
6:00 pm na at anditopa rin ako, nakatingin sa kalangitan at nginingitian ang kalawakan.Naalala ko tuloy 'yong mga panahon na kasama ko ang parents ko atsabay-sabay kaming nanonood sa mga bituin na nasa kalangitan. Itsjust so beautiful.
I can also recallthe time when I wished for a falling star na sana ay may dumating naguardian sa buhay ko na handa akong mahalin, protektahan at bantayansa lahat ng oras. Hayst. . .
I just wished thatmom and that is here. Sana ay nandito sila upang pakinggan ang bawathinaing ko sa buhay, sana ay nandito sila para pakinggan ang mgaproblema ko. . .
I missed them sofreakin' bad.
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LEO
NAKATATAWA langdahil I've been trying to keep my distance away from Ansh pero 'etoako at palihim siyang sinusundan.
What can I do? I amso worried about her after what happened last week doon sa alley.
I don't wantanything bad to happen to her. Actually, I'll be honest that eventhough I am trying to stay away from her, I am still secretlystalking her for security reasons.
Yeah. . . It'screepy and don't judge me for that. It is for her own good.
D*mn this feeling. .. Gusto ko siyang lapitan, gusto ko siyang mayakap, gusto ko siyangmahawakan ngunit 'di ko magawa.
Gusto kong ayusinang gusot mula sa pagitan naming dalawa pero alam kong hindi 'yonganon kadali. I need to sacrifice my own happiness for her very owngood.
I need to controlmyself. . . I need to do this for her, because I don't want the worseto come.
Minsan kailangannatin i-sakripisyo ang mga bagay na mahalaga sa'tin upangma-protektahan ang mga tao na pinaka-iingatan natin, 'yong mga tao napinakamamahal sa'tin.
Ansh might hate menow, but I know that she will understand. I hope so.
Maya-maya pa aybiglang may lumapit sa 'kin na isang aso. Aspin to be specific orAsong Pinoy.
Ang cute! Wait. . .I can't afford myself to be distracted. Ayoko na mawala siya sapaningin ko.
Here I am, nagtatagona padang t*nga sa itaas ng puno nang mangga. Of all places nap'wedeng pagtaguan ay dito ko pa talaga naisipang magtago eh.
