Stupidity. (Noco story)

to the stars

TW : BLOOD, ABUSE, ATTEMPT AT SEWER SLIDE

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noah: coco?
cody: hm
noah: can u come over please
cody: im omw

i turned off my phone keeping my head in my knees i held back my tears.

i heard cody unlock my front door and he went into my room.

"NOAH ARE U OKAY?"

something held me back from speaking

"noah, answer me"

he tilted my head up to see my nose bleeding "what happened" he said

i whispered "my dad found me, hes homophobic & he knows im gay." i said with my voice shaking

"its okay noah, your safe with me now" he said while grabbing tissues for my nose "there."

"thank you cody" . "your welcome noah"

he moved me on top of him and i shortly fell asleep on top of him.

i woke up a hour later, i had dried up tears on my face and i had a black-eye.

"cody? are u awake?" i asked
"yes noah im awake"
i moved off of him and he got up

"can we do something?"
"well what do u wanna do noah"
"can we watch a movie?"
he giggled " of course noah"

i put on a movie and i laid my head down on codys chest i adjusted myself off of him and i locked the door incase my mom came home

TIME SKIP TO THE NEXT DAY

codys pov
i woke up to noah sleeping on me, i couldnt adjust my body or he would wake up so i sat in the most uncomfortable position for 30 minutes until he woke up

he said in a scratchy voice " goodmoring coco " he then got off of me and sat up for awhile i dont know why but he does this everytime

"noah u okay??"
"yeah"

i got up and i unlocked his door.

i grabbed my shoes and my jacket and i told noah i had to go home, i waved him bye and i started walking home i felt like i was missing something but i brushed it off.

after like 6 minutes i arrived home it was quiet but i honestly didnt mind it.

i put away my stuff like my charger n shit and i went on my phone to text noah but to be greeted by him already texting me.

"Cody, You left ur wallet here."
so thats what was missing.

"shit, can u keep it there until tmr?"

"yeah dw"

i turned off my
phone and i started taking a shower but when i came back i had one message from Noah.

"Cody, I hope you know this Was not ur fault but i love you deeply, ill be going to the stars now. Bye Ml."
i stared at it for awhile i couldnt move.

i ran to noahs house to see him hanging there. i immediately called 911 and luckily he was saved.

i waited in the waiting room for hours until i got to see him i heard the nurse say i could go see him.

i went up to his hospital room and i just cried at the sight of him. i never thought he would do something like this.

i stayed in his room all day, i couldnt bring myself to leave him. he didnt deserve that. he really didnt.

i waited 5 hours for him to wake up, i had dried up tears all over my face.

after awhile he finally woke up i was so happy

"NOAH!! Your finally awake i was so worried"
i blurted out

"where am i?"

i stayed silent for a bit
"the hospital."
"you tried to kill yourself but your still here."

"oh.."
"when can i go home"
"im not sure but ill be here everyday"

i stared at him for awhile, how could someone as sweet as him try to kill himself? i just didnt understand.

i left the hospital after being there for 13 hours and i stayed up all night worrying about noah.