Descent from an altitude of 10,000 meters [MTL] (Completed)

Chapter 67 Principles

People are more prone to dreaming when they are tired. Now Chen Jiayu lay in the car all night, and his sleep was certainly uncomfortable, but he had a strange dream. He first dreamed of rowing with Cao Hui in the North Sea, which was a place he liked to go to when he was in middle school. Cao Hui was sitting on the other side of the boat and smiling softly at him. At that time, the sky in Beijing was still very blue, and the clouds were far away in the horizon. But the next second, the weather suddenly changed, and the ship's hull also became bumpy and heaving. When he turned around to look at the wind and waves, he couldn't find Cao Hui. Then, many figures flashed around him, including close friends and former lovers. He tried to steady the boat, holding on to the edge of the boat to prevent it from being swept away by the waves, and then pedaled hard under his feet. At first, his efforts had no effect, but then, he felt as if there was a rope pulling them towards the shore. He looked up and saw that it was Fang Hao waiting for him on the shore. He was holding the rope with one hand and holding a bouquet of orange flowers in the other hand, waving to him. As if the previous wind, waves and sudden changes in weather did not exist, the whole world was divided into two, and he came from the sunny side.

When he woke up from his dream, Chen Jiayu realized two things. One was that his parents didn't know about the emergency landing yesterday. The other one was that he said "I'm sorry" and "I love you" to Fang Hao yesterday. Chen Jiayu does not think that he is a person who talks about love easily. This word has weight in his heart. Different from simple and beautiful words such as "like" and "miss you", love is also very beautiful, but love is also selfish and paranoid, wrapped in the most unspeakable desire, which is possession, with me and without him. Love is a word that touches your heart. God has given you a limited amount. I wish it would be less every time I say it. But he loves Fang Hao.

He didn't have much time to digest this idea, and Fang Hao's call came in.

Chen Jiayu called him: "Fang Hao."

"Come up." Fang Hao said these three words, then was silent for a few seconds, and then hung up. His voice was also hoarse, almost the same as when he had a fever that day.

After Chen Jiayu entered the door, he looked at the other person and saw that he looked a little bit normal. Although his eyes were still swollen, he had taken a shower and changed his clothes. But his expression still remained the same as last night, and his eyes were not as bright as before, which made Chen Jiayu uncomfortable just looking at him. He didn't hesitate, walked in and Fang Hao hugged him.

"How do you know I haven't left?" Chen Jiayu asked him.

Fang Hao was held by him, sighed dullly, and said, "I can check your access control."

Chen Jiayu understood. Seeing that his condition was really depressed, Fang Hao asked him to take a shower and change his clothes first. Chen Jiayu didn't put many clothes in his place, so Fang Hao said: "Put on mine first." He put on the black sweatshirt that Fang Hao received when his work team was established, with the words CAAC printed on it, and casual pants. It's barely suitable for him.

After Chen Jiayu came out, Fang Hao motioned for him to sit on the sofa, and then he spoke first: "Let me talk first. That morning I opened the door and left without speaking clearly. I have given you a look on my face all morning. It's because I had a bad attitude." Okay, I said it too harshly. This is my problem, I feel that God has given me such a toy, and I deserve it."

Chen Jiayu interrupted him first: "Don't say that..."

"Let me finish. The moment your wheel landed, I had nothing but fear in my heart. I was afraid that if you didn't land today, the last words I said to you would be harsh words, and I couldn't accept it. .