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I want to be with you so bad! Like u really got me in love with you.

After three fucking months I still cant get u out of my head. Please free me and let me live my life in peace. Loving u is hurting me, Its hurting me because you dont love me at all, you dont love me the way I do. You said that loved me but still dumped me at the end. Its true that I never said I love you but I firmly believe that my actions showed you how much I love you and how much I care about you! Anyway! My whole life Ive been loving the wrong people either in friendships or relationships. Ive come to the conclusion that Im a very toxic person when I love people I dont wanna share them by any meansso I guess I just need my/a toxic person who will love me in that same toxic love energy and maybe then we will understand each other? who knows ?cause like apparently it hard to be in relationships with me and Im hard to live with? I aint gonna question myself on the am I good enough or not. If they aint knowing or recognizing my worth and value then thats their fucking problem. I know my worth and value.

For all my heartaches
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