Toxic me ?!

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Like u really got me in love with you
After three fucking months I still can't get u out of my head.
Please free me and let me live my life in peace.
Loving u is hurting me,
It's hurting me because you don't love at all, you don't love me the way I love you
You said that you loved me but still dumped me at the end.
It's true that I never said that  i loved you back but I firmly believe that my actions showed you !

Anyway! My whole life I've been loving wrong people either in friendships or relationships.

I've come to the conclusion that I'm a very toxic person... when I love people I don't wanna share them in any means...so I guess I just need my toxic person to love in that same toxic love energy and maybe then we will understand each other?... who knows ?...cause like apparently it hard to be in relationships with me and I'm hard to live with?

Anyway, I ain't gonna question myself on the am I good enough or not. If they ain't knowing or recognizing my worth and value then that's their fucking problem.

I know my worth and value.

For all my heartaches
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