Poem Collection

Fake reality, own fantasy

I know it wasn't always this complicated

But I always felt hated

Falling in love is hard

Afraid of playing my card

I can't speak

That is making me so weak

I was still a child

But not aloud to be wild

Still so young

Not able to have fun

Head in space

I'm never in the right place

Bad thoughts keep me up at night

I'm wondering if they might be right

Pushing people away

Afraid I couldn't make them stay

I wanna show them what I feel

But I'm not sure if they're real

I get easily scared

Think that they never cared

Sometimes all I see is red

It feels like everybody's dead

No one can see me

They're all in their own fantasy

I wasn't described in the book

Didn't care how I look

Good actions weren't shown

As the bad I was know

No one heard my screams

They're all living in their own dreams

Don't know who to trust

A topic I never discussed

Everyone's living in a fake reality

That's not how it was supposed to be.

This is a pretty old one, I still like it though.