Beyond the Haze

Scattered

I sometimes feel,

If everyone in the world and my own thoughts were to leave me alone

for a day or for an eternity,

I would lie down and

think of the moment where I am floating

on my back, looking at the sky above,

remembering some scattered pieces of a fever dream

where everything felt possible and impossible,

and everything felt alive.

I would learn everything and nothing about the world,

from texts to art,

for nobody can learn all about it.

Yet I would try and try until I can no more.

I would soak up the nature and the sunlight,

listen to the music and watch the powerful yet quiet beauty of this world.

And as I wake up and open my eyes to a new day,

I feel like I would do those things someday,

And that feels enough for now.