Chapter 5: I confessed

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" why was Xander calling you" he asked to break the awkward silence in the car.

" What's going on between you and Alexa"
I said avoiding his question

He side eyed me. " I asked first" he said while paying attention to the road

" he wanted my help with something " i said

" And nothing is going on between me and Alexa" he said while he stop driving

I watched his every movement, as his brows made a frown and he looked a little sad

" What's wrong" i asked with a worried look on my face

" Tianna what do you want from me" he asked with a serious tone

Is this boy being serious right now

" I'm sorry, i don't follow" i said being confused

" you make me feel things! That i can't explain, i cant stand you being around my brother. I can't stand you overall just get out!" He shouted at me

He didn't have to say that twice. As confused as i was i quickly grabbed my stuff and left his car. What was i thinking. of course he would never feel the same way i felt for him. We never had a decent conversation, today was going so perfect with him and now this.

You know what I'm going to tell him my mind I'm sick of him telling me off. So i drop my bag and ran back to his car. Luckily he was still there with his head on the steering wheel.

" Lance!! , you are sick of me and I'm more sick of you. I can't help that I fell in love with you at first sight. There is nothing i can do about my feelings for you." I shouted as i watch the shock on his face

"What are you doing!" He said  as he get out of the car. Tears started to run down my face as i got emotional

" but i now realize that i have been wasting my damn time, and everything is about to change. I'm going to learn how to stop liking you, cause your not worth it!!" I shouted with all my might and ran up the street grab my things and was heading home which was like a 8min run.

" Tianna!" He shouted but i did not look back at him  at all.

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" Good evening Ma and Daddy" i said to my parents as they were happily preparing dinner together. Atleast they are happy. I wonder what is there secret.

" Whats, wrong with you Honey" my dad said as he made his way over to me embracing my sweaty body in a big hug.

Honestly i needed that.

Its just me my Ma and Dad who is home most of the time. My sister works out of town she normally come visit on her day offs and annoy the crap out of me.

" I'm fine daddy just a long day, and I ran for a little bit so I'm kind of exhausted" i said as i hugged him back

" Tianna you need to start eat breakfast in the morning, starting tomorrow you will eat before you leave this house," said my Ma on a strong tone

She is right, i do need to start eating properly

" ok Ma, I'm going to shower and come help with dinner" i said as i made my way to my bedroom.

I can't believe i said it out loud to him that i was inlove. Embarrassment is killing me.

5 miss calls from Xander.

Holy crap i forgot he wanted my help. I'll talk to him tomorrow right now I'm too drained to think.
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Location: The Butlers Mansion

Lances POV

" Good evening, sir shall I make you some tea" said Our maid

" no I'm ok Nancy" i said as i made my way to the kitchen only to be shocked at the mess Xander made

" what you doing man " i ask realizing he's using our moms recipe book

" I'm making moms signature chocolate for the bake sale tomorrow " he said as he puts the chocolate to freeze.

She liked me, how could she like me and not know anything about me. Or how sad and pathetic my life is. God why do i feel this way.

" btw have you seeing Tianna, i tried calling her but it went to voicemail, she was suppose to help me with this" said Xander as i banged the cup on the counter

" why would you ask me about her I'm already having a bad day, i don't want to hear her name" i said realizing how angry i am with myself for making her feel that way towards me knowing that I'm not capable of giving it back or more.

" oh ok dude. Btw your toy is here, she's waiting for you in your room

He was talking about Alexa. She's another story to deal with it. Honestly i don't feel like staying here.

So i grabbed my keys and headed out.

Author keys: another chapter down, this one is shorter. but I'll see you in the next one bookers
























































































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