why am i still thinking about him when its been months? why am i still crying when im the one that put an end to it ? why am i so hung up on someone that has completely forgotten to care?
why am i thinking about him when hes probably pushing me out of his mind? why am i wondering if i can change his mind? why does it matter so much to me about the way he feels? why should i care when i havent talked to him in (what feels like) years?
why do i miss him when he only wanted one thing? why do i contemplate calling when he'll ignore his phone ring?
why do i stay up this late and think about them? why do i get so anxious about seeing them again?
why are they so important to me when i said im at the end?
