does your heart feel as heavy as mine seems to be?
i know i shouldn't be thinking of you as often as i do because i know the path my mind chooses when i start to find all the best things in ones as brilliant as you are and i know how much i always end up wishing i hadn't thought so much about them in the end.
i just want something to be worth it and real and good for me for once.
i just want to know what i deserve and what i can make do without.
i just want to know when to stop my head from thinking that you need to be my everything.
