this surely isn't what i wanted but i cant say that i didn't see it coming and i can tell myself i will be alright for now but our photos and so many other things remind me of you and all that you meant to me and how i feel like i wasted so much on you but i know how much you truly needed me. i promise i will always love you a little more than too many say you deserve.
i just wish it didn't still hurt this much and that i didn't have to feel so lonely.
