Okay, so things really aren't going well right now and life just kinds sucks in some ways.
One of my newer friends is having a really had time. You see Lacy has really bad anxiety. The anxiety makes it really hard for her to talk to new people, make friends and even do class work. I only found out recently that she's really depressed and suicidal as well. I'm really worried about her but, there isn't much I can do. She doesn't think that I or anyone else cares about her or that she even deserves to be cared about. She does though! She's smart, funny, pretty, and just a great person but, she feels so bad about herself. I just wish I could help her so much more.
Also, I'm just really feeling down right now. No real reason why, I just do. When I'm not with my close friends I tend to over think everything that happened, things like "What if I had this instead" or "Why did I do that? I sound like a dork!". Its a flaw of mine but, oh well.
Ps. Question:: How are you guys? Any problems you wanna talk about?
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Scopophobia
RandomScopophobia: The morbid fear of being seen or stared at by others. 'Shine in the shadows, hid in the spot light.' This is a collection of poems, personal thoughts and other random things.
