I've changed.....

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 It had been 3 days since mine and Jesse's argument and we were back to normal now, I had read up on the drugs bust as I found a article online and I found out more about it. I didn't like reading about it but I knew Jesse had been influenced by the other 5 men. I found out that one of the guys, Wayne Cleveland,  grew up with Jai, Koby, Sunny and Dakota. He knew them for more than two decades and was a member of the original Ma's Hell Team. There was then the other 4 men Matthew Robert Hay, Jose Alquillera, Craig Nicholson and Wayne Williams.

Jesse had told Koby that Wayne Williams was out, None of the boys had any idea that he was out and it was a shock to them all. One evening we were all down on maroubra beach, just having a few drinks and a catch up with all the boys. We were all sat together and I was cuddled up to Jesse when all of a sudden Jesse tensed up

" what's HE doing here!" he said gruffly. All the boys sat up and turned to where he was facing. I sat up and saw a figure walking down the beach, I could tell it was Wayne. All the boys stood up and seemed to take guard.

" If I were you I'd fucking walk away now, you don't belong here" Koby said gruffly as Wayne got closer

" please Koby, I need to explain myself" he said " I need to speak to Jesse"

" Can someone take Jorja away, I don't want her involved" Jesse said not breaking eye contact with Wayne

I placed my hand on Jesse's chest, he was stood protectively around me " Jesse, let him talk to you" I said

" shoot" Jesse said

" I know you all probably hate me, especially you Jesse" Wayne started

" hate you? , I don't hate you... I wanted to fucking kill you!, you and the rest of those boys ruined my fucking life! I went through hell and back because of what you made me do!, I was a fucking disgrace to some people! All because of you and the others wanting some fucking cocaine!" Jesse yelled " why are you even out of prison?!, everything was perfect and know your here to fucking ruin everything right!, what other jobs do you want me to do for you!, you want more coke smuggled in huh?, well fuck off and find someone else's life to ruin!"  

" I've changed Jesse" Wayne said quietly " I realised what I did when I got in, my kids needed me and I was a bad dad. I was influenced by the others as well but I took it a step further. I got out on good behaviour but the others are still in, the other wayne and all them lot". I saw Koby and sunny tense at Wayne Cleveland's name, the other Wayne had grown up with them.  " I've turned my life around Jesse, like you did. And I'm proud of what I have changed into, I now have a job and am looking to buy a house that me and my kids can grow up in, me and the missus split soon after I got inside but I want to move back here and start afresh"

" you shouldn't be proud of what you have changed into, you shouldn't have gone along with it in the first place. I wish I had never let you and the gang influence me. You all ruined my life" Jesse said quietly

" I have said I'm sorry Jess, I don't no what else I can do?" Wayne said with desperation in his voice " I wanted to clear the air in case I move back here"

" Don't even think about coming back here" Koby suddenly spoke up " I don't want you back around maroubra, you have said what you need to say now fuck off and leave us all alone, and you can tell that to the others when they get out"

" You cant tell me what to do!" Wayne blurted out

I could feel the anger brewing in the group around me, I straightened up " Wayne its probably for the best, I know you want to give your kids a better life but I'd stay in cronulla if I were you". All the boys calmed down and Wayne looked up

" ok, I'll stay out" He said before turning away " I just wanted to make things better now I'm out" he began walking up the beach. We turned back and Jesse kicked something on the floor in anger

" calm down!" I exclaimed  " I know you hate him but he apologised and its all in the past now"

Jesse turned to me and hugged me tight, no more words were said as everyone sat back down and grabbed the drinks back up, The atmosphere was pretty awkward after. We left shortly after, walking back to the apartment I realised how horrible I had been to Jesse recently

" I've been such a bitch to you recently" I blurted out

" hey wheres that come from" Jesse said stopping and turning my body to face him " no you haven't!"

" yes I have" I mumbled looking down to the pavement

" I've been a dick though so you have every right to be a bitch, if your talking about before when I you told me to calm down, that wasn't you being horrible, I needed that or else I would have done something stupid! " he laughed pulling me into his chest

" but I've just been so horrible to you since we had that fight" I mumbled as we carried on walking up the street.

" babe, you haven't!, hang on, is this what girls talk about when they say they have mood swings?!" he laughed tickling me in the sides

I burst out laughing as he tickled me " stop stop!" I laughed breathlessly

" see what I mean!, mood swings!" he exclaimed wrapping his arm round my waist and pulling me into his side. We walked back to the apartment and I got into my PJ's and sat back down in the lounge. Jesse called out from the bedroom

" hey babe, I got something that will cheer you up, want to hear my best chat up line?"

" um go on then!" I laughed

Jesse walked into the lounge wearing his onesie " hey wanna turn this onesie into a twosie?" he said before with both burst out laughing. Jesse bounded over to me and lept on top of me and kissed me softly " I love you" he whispered

" I love you too, sorry for being a bitch" I said

" your not a bitch and if you say that one more time I'll.."

" you'll what?" I asked innocently

He leant down and whispered in my ear, his warm breath tickling my skin and his words sending shivers down my spine. He pulled back and with a smirk looked down at me

I bit my lip, " I'm a bitch"

" that's it!" he exclaimed picking me up and carrying me to the bedroom.

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