Constellations: the 4AM mix

ii.

having a crush is sort of like this:

you're just walking by

minding your own business 

and all of a sudden there's this pebble in your shoe

you don't really know where it came from

or how it got there

all you really know is that it's kind of annoying and it sort of hurts

and you can't really ignore it for too long because

it just doesn't work like that

so instead you take off your shoe and try to get rid of it

and you do, it's gone and you're over it

except

you don't even get that far when you realize it's back

and it's going to be there for a while

and the only thing you can think to say is

"fuck"