Constellations: the 4AM mix

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one day there will be a boy with eyes you can't describe

he will look at you like you are his saving grace

he will kiss you like he's drowning

and you're the only source of oxygen

one day there will be a boy who makes you laugh more than he makes you cry

and his smiles will be crooked

because not everything needs to be perfect

one day there will be a boy who touches you with slender fingers

and burns your skin and gives you goosebumps

all at the same time

he will trace constellations on your thighs 

create supernovas with those lips

one day there will be a boy who tells you he loves you 

and sometimes he will mean it

and sometimes he won't

he will make you crazy at 4AM when you can't sleep

because you're still thinking about his eyes and his nose

and the jagged edges of his smirk

he will make your heart skip beats and butterflies will tickle your throat

and you'll forget how to breathe sometimes

and it will scare you a little

he will look at you with those indescribable eyes 

and sigh your name into your mouth

and he will taste like everything you've ever wanted

and all the things you'll never have

one day you will meet a boy you love so much it breaks your heart