Non fiction #101 and Poetry # 377! :D
Thankyou all readers! :D <3
_________________________________________________________________
I cant wait to break free, from the cell you've put me in
I cant wait to run away, and never see you again
You tell me to fly, but you have chained my wings
You want me to flourish, but you have decided my descissions.
All I want to do is run, but all I do is hide
All I want to do is scream, but I just let the noise die inside
You don't trust me, or even try
Try to believe in me or understand
You let your judgement get the better of you, you let it take the upper hand
I keep smiling and show nothing's wrong
I laugh and pretend
In this mayhem you dont even realize
That im now too worn out to defend
My dreams, thoughts and me
My ideas, potential and insecurities
I gave you all I had, all that I could
The best in me and my abilities but I guess even that wasn't' good.
When will you see, that pinning me down
Will do no good but only harm?
When will you see, that curbing my mistakes and freedom
Will be equivalent to sending me for a war unarmed
Regretting and realizing may take too late, too late to turn around
Too late for you to win me back, too late for you to back down
You've already started losing me, like sand I'm slipping away
And one day you'll look around and see,
All that'll be left are the remains of what I used to be.
