Chp. 4: optimism

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Colby's pov:
I laid in my bed all night hoping I didn't make a wrong decision, if I really liked him I definitely don't want to mess this up. On a side note would Ryan Ross actually start liking me back.
My thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door and I looked up to see Brendon already peering into the room.
He looked concerned "Hey uh.. you got a minute"
"Ya sure what's on your mind" I replied sitting up
"Well, I wasn't going to ask earlier because it would be rude, but is it okay if I ask you a question?"
I already know what's about to happen
"My arms I'm guessing, ya erm.. well they're from my..." I start to tear up and Brendon quickly sits down next to me and swings an arm around me
"From who?" He said with concern
"My dad" I mumbled
He looked quite shocked at what I said
"Before you say anything, it's okay. It's all okay, I'm okay, I deal with it. My mom doesn't do Shit and that's just how it is." I began to cry harder at this point and rolled up my sleeves just enough to see. He still hadn't spoken, he just looked sad and began to tear up as he engulfed me in a hug.
"Well be sure of this, me and all the boys are gonna be with you 24/7 and he's not gonna hurt you, after all we're staying here. I'll sleep in the floor to make sure he doesn't come in, no one is going to hurt you again."
I smiled at his comment
"Thank you Bren." I said as I squeezed him a little tighter
"Now do me one more favor."
"Sure what is it Bren?" I looked up
"Ryan's worried sick about it, talk to him maybe? He cares about you a lot." He said as he nudged me
"Sure, I will. I don't want him to worry or anything." I managed a small smile
"Okay good, Thank you"
And with that he left
Why is my life so complicated agjdgshgzmsvs
I pulled the sheets over my head and curled into a ball, hoping something good would actually happen in my life. Maybe it could be Ryan? Maybe that could be it?
I closed my eyes at the thought and drifted off

END OF CHP. 4

A/n:
Omfg I've been dead for ages but guess who's back YO GURL and I'm still as emo as ever. Also I'm gonna start a Bill Skarsgard story soon bc I love him so be prepared for that. Love y'all tell me what u think xoxo

- Hannah :)

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