still diego's POV...
i jumped in my car drove off, fuck i don't even know what's wrong with me, something's changed , everything's fucked up
most importantly my emotions and feelings. i don't have a vibe with my girlfriend anymore, maybe it's natalie im falling for, but i can't with natalie because we had a deal just no sex, no feelings
ugh i need her
right now
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(phone call with natalie)
natalie : hello?
diego : come over right now, i need you
natalie : um, i was over a couple hours ago? you need me again?
diego : yes natalie, come now
natalie : im sorry, i've got studying to do
diego : i don't give a shit, come over right now
natalie : okay, see you soon
diego : thank you
natalie : it's okay, bye.
diego : i love yo-
she hung up
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i finally made it to my house and i see natalie waiting on the doorstep for me, she smiled, that smile instantly lifted me
"hey i was waiting for you" she smiles
damn her smile
"i see that, come in" i unlock the door and open it up
"so why did you need me?" natalie asks
"just to talk" i say
"just talk?" she says
"maybe, but we can get to that later" i say as i pour natalie a drink
"so you know how i have a girlfriend right?"
"no you didn't tell me that" she said with a straight face
"well, i do"
"mhmm, so what about her?" natalie asked
"i was over her house shortly before this, and i went over to fuck her" i say looking at the floor
"and?" she looked at me as if she doesn't care
"i just wasn't getting hard for her you know? like i didn't feel her vibe" i said
"and what do you want me to do about it?" natalie asked
"i don't know i just" i can't spit out my words
"just what diego?" she asks
"i have feelings for you natalie and i can never get you off my mind, you are the reason why i don't vibe with my girlfriend anymore"
"i don't really know how to respond to that" she looks very awkward
"i just need you, just you, nobody else, i have the most strongest feelings for you and i want you to be mine" i say holding her hands
"let me think about this diego, it's a tough decision were we only supposed to fuck, no feelings" she let's go of my hands and pulls her hands away
"yeah i understand that" i say with sadness
"can we talk about this later, i need time to think about this" she says
"uh yeah"
"bye diego"
"bye"
she gets up and leaves through the front door
what the fuck have i done?
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Lil Xan ; just friends?
Fanfiction"what are we?" i question "just friends" he said warning : contains sexual content, swearing, alcohol and drug use
