My therapist told me to keep a journal. I have school tomorrow. It'll be the first time in a year I get to see Celestial. She told me she's been avoiding me all summer because she wanted it to be almost like a reunion. I hear she's been in the Philippines. I don't know, but my hand is kind of cramping, though. I miss school in a weird way, I'm scared it's going to be weird because I'll be a senior and turning 19. I don't know, doctors didn't let me go back for a year due to my 'health issues'. I feel fine though. I don't know why I wouldn't.
