Broken Hearted Bad Boy

Chapter 24- Lies, tears and more heartbreak

Callie's P.O.V

I jumped to my feet after a few moments, deciding to run after him. I had to clue what I was gonna do or say but something in my heart was telling me to go after him. I ran after him but by the time I got outside he was gone...no where in sight and neither was his car. Dammit! I groaned loudly, running my fingers through my hair. I sat down on the front porch and the tears started again, I felt my heart break all over again. Could this day get any worse?

"Callie sweetheart was is wrong?" I heard my mum's concerned voice say

I lifted my head, looking at her...a concerned look on her face when she seen me. She sits down next to me, wrapping her arm around my shoulder and pulling me into her, stroking my hair.

"Sweetie what has happened?" she asks looking down at me

"Ryan...and...and...I....br...oke up." I managed to get out between my sobs

I see the shock appear on her face and I can understand why, she thought the same as me...Ryan and I were meant to be.

"What? Why? I thought you two were good." She said

"He turns out to be a liar and cheat. He has cheated on me more than once. I called him in England, to talk to him about what I was told and he was with someone mum." I said sobbing loudly

"What? I swear I will go over there and kick that boy's ass." She said seriously, making me snuffle a laugh out

"Mum he was meant to love me. Did he ever?" I said looking at her for answers

"I am sure he did, no one can fake the way he was with you." She said wiping my tears away "But sweetie you don't need someone like that. Please tell me you are not thinking about forgiven him?" she added

I shook my head which made he seem to relax. Yes I still love him, you can't just fall out of love but I cannot be with someone who has done what he has done to me. I can do better. My mum held me, stroking my hair and I cried my heart out until I had no tears left to cry. As soon as I stopped thinking about Ryan, Blake came to mind. I let out a loud sigh

"Callie is there something else bothering you?" she asked looking at me

I nodded my head, not sure if I should tell her what. She gave me a small smile, encouraging me. I took a deep breath

"Blake." I whispered

"The sweet boy that has been around a lot recently?" she asked

Blake, sweet? Well I guess he kind he can be kind of sweet.

"Yes." I whispered

"What about him?" she asked

"He told me he had feelings for me, has done for some time. Mum he said that is the only reason Ryan came after me in the first place cause he knew Blake liked me. The two used to be friends." I said

"Oh he did? And do you believe him?" she asked

"I honestly don't know. Mum he is kind of what you call the bad boy of the school. He hooks up with different girls all the time, does not do relationships and gets into trouble." I said

"And how is he around you?" she asked

"At first he was very annoying but the more time I have spent with him he has changed. He has become very sweet. He has been there for me more than once. Mum what am I gonna do?" I said, feeling myself beginning to cry again

"And how do you feel about Blake sweetie? To me it seems like when he around you he can be himself, not the one everyone expects him to be. He must feel something for you if he has stuck around and told you how he really feels." She said

"I don't know. I never thought about him that way, not really until today. He took me away when I found out about Ryan, helped me forgot about what was going on. I never thought I felt anything like towards him but as soon as he said all those things to me I felt like something has changed. I never said anything when he told me how he felt. I think I hurt him when I done that, he ran off. Even if I do feel something I can't act on them not while I still love Ryan that would not be fair on Blake. It would be too soon would it not?" I asked

I was hoping my mum could give me answers cause I had no clue what to do about the full thing. My mum reached in, taking my hand in hers

"Only you know that sweetie. If you like him ask him to wait until you are ready." She said

"And what if he says no?" I asked

"Then he is not worth it and does not feel the way he told you he does cause if he does then he will wait until you are ready. I think you need to go talk to him." She said

"I think you may be right. Thank you mum." I said kissing her cheek "I love you." I added

"That is what I am here for sweetie. Love you too." She smiled, kissing the top of my head

My mum headed inside and I decided to make my way over to Blake's house. I made sure to take my time, trying to work out in my head what to say to him, how to react around him. Will he even wanna talk to me? Do I have feelings for him? Could I see myself be with Blake? These are questions I am trying to answer before I get there. Too soon I found myself outside of Blake's house. I froze on the spot, feeling like my feet were stuck to the ground. Is this really a good idea? I took a few deep breaths, forcing myself to move. I got to his front door, forcing myself to knock. I tried pulling myself together but never had time when the door swung open. It was not Blake that answered, it was some girl with messy hair and Blake's shirt on...she was looking a little flushed. I never recognised her, she never went to school with us.

"Hi can I help you?" she asked

"Um...is...um...Blake here?" I asked nervously

"He is in the shower." She giggled "Can I give him a message?" she asked smiling

"No it is OK. Sorry for bothering you." I said trying not to cry

I think my question is answered...Blake was lying. He does not like me at all. He left my house what, half an hour ago? And he is already with someone?

"Who is at the door babe?" I heard Blake's voice say

I never got to hear the rest of it cause I rushed off, wanting to get away before he seen me. I should have known it was all lies. He was probably only saying it to get me to have sex with him. I rushed off, not wanting to get home, instead I went to the park, the same park that Blake and I were at not too long ago. I sat on the swing, feelings the tears beginning to fall from my eyes again. And there was me thinking this day could not get any worse. I am done with boys.

"Callie?" I heard behind me 

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Hello Everyone, 

So what do you think?

Do you think Blake and Callie will work it out?

Or do you think everything has been ruined before

it even starts?