I'm Innocent( BWWM)

Ch. 20 No Longer Alone

Ch. 20 No longer alone

(Natasha POV)

After the conversation, Damian and I had with Kimani and Dean.

Apparently, Kevin decided to show his self and now Damian was planning on going to Brazil.

With me of course, it didn't bother me because I already knew who I was going to take down in Brazil.

It was quite nice how all the dominos were just falling into place for me. I felt like I should take everyone down, all of them one by one before I got to the person I wanted the most.

"So, we're going?" I ask Damian as he quickly got up and started packing a bag.

"Yes, we're. I have to make you fake passports and information also. It's good that you changed your looks so we have that to crossed that off our list." He said.

"I already have some," I said and his eyes widen.

"Don't ask, so we're good to go. I don't really have that much to pack anyways. It's you who have to pack a lot. Do you want me to get us the plane tickets?" I asked him and he shooked his head.

"No, don't worry about that. We're going to go through a private jet airline. I see that's good that you have the fake stuff. It seems like you were on the roll anyways without me." He said and I held the urge to roll my eyes.

"No, it was good that we came across each other. After all, we both need each other and look what happened. You got in contact with who you needed to get in contact with and found who you were looking for." I said and he gave me a smiled which had me raising a brow.

"Yeah, maybe you're good luck." He said turning back around and going back to packing his gadget.

I froze.

If he had said that to anyone else they would have shrugged their shoulder, maybe laughing it off or agreeing but that sentence to me just brought a shiver down my spine.

I hated it, I hated how a simple thing like that could have such a huge impact on me but when the person who has abused you, kept you captive and in a house without no one knowing the truth called you that every day because they felt like ever since they have taken you and kept you captive they have automatically gotten the strengths of having 'Good luck'.

The term happens to make you feel disgusted, makes you feel like it can never be something that should be seen as something good ever again and that was what made me mad the most.

It was a word that was supposed to be seen as something positive but because of what I have gone through I got no positive energy from that word.

I was upset because I knew there were more things that he had said, that awful man has said to me that should be seen as positive but will never be seen as something positive to me because of him.

"Hey, are you okay?" He asked and I shook my thoughts away as I looked at him, I noticed he was giving me a concerned look and I nodded my head.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Sorry, just something ended up crossing my mind and I got lost in my thoughts that's all." I said not wanting to discuss what I was thinking about and also not wanting him to worry any longer.

"Was it something I said or did?" He asked me and my eyes widen, could he have picked up on that?

No, he couldn't have but the look he was giving me made me second think that and gave me my answer.

He did pick up on it.

"I won't say it to you again, I don't know why it affected you that way especially it being something good and I won't ask why but I don't like how it has you so I won't say it to you again and hopefully one day you'll be able to hear those words again without having that look on your face or comparing it to something as bad as that." He said to me.

"You saw that it made me uncomfortable?" I asked him because truly I wanted to know how someone I just met could sense something like this when I have been surrounded by people who couldn't even sense that I was a woman that was being kept.

He nodded his head.

"Yeah, I have a good understanding of people whether it's personality, gestures or behaviors. I guess I can sense stuff that no one else bothers to even give the time of attention to. I'm the type of person that I give attention to everyone whether it's a simple blink of an eye when something makes someone uncomfortable or something else. I can just tell." He said, giving me a small smile as he went back to putting things in a huge duffle bag.

I nodded my head slowly as a lot of thoughts started to run into my head, I didn't know what came over me but I felt drops of water land on my hands that were laying on my thighs.

Was I crying?

Tears start to fall down my face and I let a sob out.

I felt arms around me as I felt being taken into a hug.

"Shh, it's okay. Let it all out Natasha, let it all out." He said and I kept on crying making noises I couldn't believe were coming from me. It was like I was screaming like I was a person who gone mad and maybe it was true. Maybe I have gone mad.

"It's okay to let out tears you know, it's not good to keep holding them. If you keep holding them in you'll just drown in them and we can't have that so let out the tears okay." He said.

"I just couldn't help but think if only you-" I said but I froze not saying anything, Damian pulled his face away to look at me with a questioning look.

He was confused I could tell but he didn't know what he said had a huge effect on me.

"What do you mean?" He asked me, wiping tears away from my face but there was no point because more tears were going to come anyway.

"I just couldn't help but think, that if you actually had cross paths with me while I was kept in that house by Jeff. That if somehow you have crossed path with him and have come over that you would have noticed. That you would have seen that I didn't want to be there. That you would have sensed it because Damian the truth is. You're the only one who has been able to read my reactions. A lot of people have come to Jeffs home and they've never bother noticing anything. They all thought I was just a good trophy wife. I just couldn't help but think-" I said but continued crying.

"That I could have saved you." He whispered and I nodded my head.

"I prayed so much, I prayed so much for someone to come save me and what makes me mad the most is that no one came and save me, what makes me mad is that the only reason why I am free right now is that someone killed him. Someone killed him and I am the prime suspect, I'm not even free. I'll never be free from Jeff. He's even dead right now and I can't be free for him." I said and I let him rubbed his head on my back as he kissed my forehead.

"It's okay, you're no longer alone. I'm here." He said.

(*Kassandra Speaks*)

Uh. Where the heck Tucker? Looks like Damian is swooping in omg!! What do you Dolls think? Team Tucker or Team Damian? Hmm anyways see you Dolls in the next chapter ;) will see who's POV it's in! By the way, the story of Kevin, Dean, and Kimani are in is called "Loving the Abduction." Check it out if you haven't. Give this chapter a VOTE, COMMENT & SHARE! Enjoy Dolls!

xoxoxo

- Kassandra Vivu