confess

二十

07:30 A.M.

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JIMIN:
tae?

JIMIN:
idk if ur awake or not, but here i go

JIMIN:
i've been in love with you for so long... i didn't know how to express myself because i'm so deeply in love with you that i don't even know how to confess. you're a perfect man, taehyung. you're too perfect for anyone in this world. no one deserves you. not even me. /i/ can't even be a perfect boyfriend for you. i don't know if you're gay or not but i am. being in love with you seems like a perfect world to be in because you're perfect.

JIMIN:
i'm sorry if i made you uncomfortable. i'm sorry if i confessed to you and made you uncomfortable because you're not gay.

JIMIN:
you're a perfect human being while i'm not

JIMIN:
i let you get hurt by mingyu. i let him punch you in the face because of me. i told him that you're my boyfriend when in reality you're just my best friend.

JIMIN:
i don't know what's wrong with me, honestly

JIMIN:
my father has been very abusive towards me

JIMIN:
my mother's homophobic

JIMIN:
i wonder why i'm still alive though?

JIMIN:
both of my parents don't like me. they could just kill me easily but they didn't. they want me to suffer by myself.

JIMIN:
without you, i'm probably dead already because of how depressed i was. and i still am

JIMIN:
but i'm trying to not be depressed and be a happy child. i'm trying to be a boy that everyone loves. not the one that is hated by everyone

TAEHYUNG:
jimin...

JIMIN:
oh... you're actually reading these... hi?

JIMIN:
sorry for bothering you

JIMIN:
you can go back to sleep or something...

TAEHYUNG:
JIMIN

JIMIN:
yes?

TAEHYUNG:
i love you too
read 07:55 a.m.

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a/n: eheh they confessed :)