Worship years and years
NICOLE
I woke up startled and confused, I had no idea where I was or how I got here, a knock came from the door and I turned towards it in fear until it opened and I saw the face behind the door
Layla, I suddenly remembered where I was, a mental hospital, I'm sick just like Seth
Seth, where is he, I haven't seen him since the incident, I hope he doesn't hate me, I need to apologize to him
"Miss Michealson" Layla said smiling towards me
"Please just call me Nicole" I replied, it felt wierd to be called by my last name even teachers in school called me Nicole
"Okay Nicole, I hope you're well rested, I just came to check up on you" shevsaid with a bigger smile, Mr Taylors told me why I'm here apparently I've developed stockholm syndrome, I thought those only happened when kudnapped by a stranger but he said it also occurs in victims of abuse, and technically Seth did kudnap and well hit me I guess but I wouldn't call it abuse, I was the one who pissed him off so I kind of deserved it, this people just didn't like Seth and are trying to keep us here" I moved away from Layla suspecting her next move
Will she force me to take drugs saying I'm depressed like Mr Taylors, I'm obviously not depressed, I'm one of the most happy people I know
All the people you know are crazy
My subconcious reminded me making me even more paranoid, what if I'm really crazy
You are
I mean I know was the one thinking Seth was crazy and if the only people I knew who I can compare my happiness to was Seth who believed heroin is happiness then I really may be crazy
You are, I just said that and I'm the one inside your head, I mean who loves someone who put them in a hospital bed, guess oh I know crazy people
Shut up you crazy voice I'm not crazy, you're the crazy one here
Last I checked, I'm you and you're me, so if I'm crazy you're crazy
I'm not ceazy, I'm not crazy, I'm not crazy, I'm no....
"....cole, Nicole, Nicole" I was snapped out of my argument with my self, I guess I realy am crazy, no I'm not, they're all just lying to me
"Are you listening to me?" Layla asked looking at me sceptically
"Yeah?" I replied not sure what I was replying to earning a sigh from Layla
"I said since you've slept I'll like you to settle in and come down for dinner, this is your medicine and therapy schedule so I'll see you at dinner also this will be your room and unfortunately its impossible to leave until you get better so this is where youll be staying for a while but you can leave were not restraining you to your room except you hurt the others in anyway, also hurting yourself gets you six hours in the padded room, I'll leave you to get ready okay" she said still smilling which was obviously fake, I felt like she was going to stab me in the back the moment I turned away from her so I watched her ebery move till she shut my door behind her
I proceeded to lock the door even though I know she could probably open it whenever she wanted
I quickly proceeded to the bathroom and freshenef up, when I came out I put my cloth in the laundry and dressed up in some baggy sweatpants and a sweatshirt that belonged to Seth and started my search for the dinning hall
Walking in I saw it was a long ten seated table, so that were forcing interaction its impossible to self isolate, when we all have to sit together on one table
Unfortunately I was the last on the table eight of the occupants didn't surprise me but the one opposite made me pause in my steps and everyone looked just as shocked to see me, I guess I'll be shocked too
"Nicole?, what are you doing here" Pink asked looking at me in confusion
They're not mad at me?, I thought they'll be mad afterall its because of me they got thrown into an assylum
"Uhm, w..w..ell I..I..I..w..well" why was I stuttering, why was I suddenly scared and jumpy, I couldn't see Seth's face from here and it was creeping me out
Was he mad at me
Did he hate me
Was I dressed the way he'll like
Should I look at Julio
Why is Julio here
Was this all just some sick prank to torment me
What will he say about the other day
Will he hit me again
Do I want him to hit me again
Am I a masochist
Does that make me crazy
Why was I wearing his clothes
"Nicole are you with us" Aiden said waving his hand in my face trying to get my attention but all I could focus on was Seth who was now watching me with an unreadable expression
The moment he stood up I jumped away in fright and I thought I saw a look of guilt cross his face but I couldn't be sure
He walked up to me as I backed away wide eyed, now everyone was watching us in curiousity even Julio who usually always wanted to be the center of attraction
When he finally caught me due to his long strides and my hesitance, I wasn't even sure if I was moving away because I was scared or I loved being his prey
He pulled me closer to him and buried his face in the crook of my neck and I suddenly wanted him to bite me but I couldn't tell him that, I didn't have a say, but the feeling of his breath caressing my neck was enough to leave me flushed
"What took you so long, I only came here cause they said they'll bring you, I'll rather be in jail honestly" he said, so they only brought me here as bait, I knew I was not crazy, that bitch just brought me here to keep Seth here, she probably wants to have him, but he has me already so he wouldn't need her, besides I'll gladly be a bait for Seth anyday with his permission of course
"I'm sorry, Rick said I had to recover first and that took about a week, I just got in today" I explained
"Rick?, you're on first name basis now" he said obviously getting angry
"He's an old friend of my brother Seth nothing more" I explained feeling him relax a little, the others were looking at us like we were weird
"You're wearing my clothes" he said making me blush more than I already was
"Yeah I wanted to be comfortable so I packed a few of your cloths" I replied
"Good I don't want you wearing anything but what i mine, since you're mine, okay?"
"Yes" I said loving the way he held me a little tighther as he said that
"Lets go eat" he said releasing me and leading me by my waist to the table, and making me sit between him and pink
The table went back to eating until Molly asked the question I've been dreading
"So if you're here what are you here for"
"I looked around the table and everyone was looking at me expectant well all except Seth and Sambra who kept eating unintrested
"If I'm gonna tell its only fair if I know shy you guys are here" I said shyly
"Okay, I'll do the honours pink said, apparently I'm depressed and have dependency pearsonality disorder" she said making me ark a brow now I know this is fake
"Shocking I know, anyway Molly's a psychopath" I could believe that
"Dave had disociative identity disorder" I don't know him well enough to judge that
"Sambra's a sociopath" I could see that
"Aiden's got anxious personality disorder" now thats shocking
"Damien got OCD, you know what that is right" I nodded yes and honestly what else can the guy behind the glasses be
"Julio's a narsissist" no surprise there
"Seth's got bipolar personality disorder" she said surprising me
"And finally Ethan's got paranoid personality and stockholm syndrome causing me to choke on my steak, yes steak I was just as surprised as you"
"I know its suprising but geez, no need to die bitch" Ethan said obviously pissed by my reaction
"You didn't have to tell her Aria" he said getting pissed
"Watch your tone" I heard someone say and he immediately shut up with an adorable pout, who knew a 6 foot boy could be so adorable
"Sorry if I offended you, I was just shocked to meet someone woth the same condition I have here" I said earning a lot of gasps even Seth and Sambra were intrested now and Seth was looking livid, I wonder why, is he mad that I still like him
"Who is it" he asked startling me out of my sit, oh he thought I loved someone else and I'm not ready to tell him he's the one I love
But he looked ready to hit me, maybe I should let him, I've been thinking about how he'll punish me somehow the thought of the shame and pain was appealing but those nurses would probably lock him in his room
"Mr Taylors said I had developed an unhealthy attachment to you ever since the incident at the hospital
At first he seemed shocked, then he relaxed and smirked at me and I felt satisfied that he was happy with me, I felt like the luckiest girl in the world just cause I had his attention maybe I really was crazy but I'll be crazy forever if this is how if felt
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RomanceNicole had everything she could ever need in high school two best friends, an elder brother(Tyson) as the soccer captain and even a boyfriend(Julio) but all that ended in sophomore when her brother went to college, her best friend(Seth) twin sister(...
