Nau'Jour 🤍.
I see the change of his demeanor and frowned. I shouldn't have brought that up I think
"What did I do?" I asked
"He's just upset I told you about them other niggas, he'll be fine tho" sy told me
I looked at him feeling bad. I actually like this one and I know it. I been smiling this whole time and I don't even do that.
I pulled him into a hug and felt him melt into my chest. He so fragile I must protect him at all cost. I wish I can whisper how sorry i was in his ear. I wish he'd talk to me so I can hear his voice
But them other niggas fucked that up for me. They lucky they don't go here no more cause it would of been up over this one.
"The back of the book toosii" Symere said
I raised my eyebrow grabbing the book still holding Tyquian with one hand flipping to the back of it
It was the niggas names that he told me about
He wrote about what they did to him making me frown. He a strong nigga to get through this even his father tried to take advantage of him and his mother let it happen
He writes about how he hates life and wish he wasn't deaf and how he would change himself, how he was insecure of the scars on his body and his shape so he wore big clothes all the time
It almost made me tear up because nobody would ever know if he didn't write it down. The way he acts you would of never known
I go back to my page getting ready to write
"Don't say no stupid shit" Von said
"Mind yo business"
"I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable ma, but I'm not gonna judge you I will never judge you. I like you just they way you are and you ain't gotta open up to me yet take your time. I'll be here when you need to talk"
I wasn't going to give him the book until we parted so I decided to write some more
"I like your presence and your smile, like I said I want to get to know you more. I hope you want the same and if you don't that's cool too ain't forcing anything."
"You already so precious to me and I don't know why, I usually don't like people but your vibe is diffrent"
"Damn my nigga you tryna seduce him through paper?" Rico said
"You know toosii he the nigga that always tryna love on somebody" Kehlani said
"That's so sweet!" Jhené said
"Yeah because Sean ain't doing you right" saweetie laughs
"Who is Sean?" Kehlani said more interested in the conversation
Lani has taking a liking to little Jhené and me and Von can see right through her. When you known somebody for a long time it doesn't surprise you.
But me and lani know each other more personally than the others and that's because we use to fuck with each other ona low but remember when I talked about the toxic girls? Yea that's her
So we left it alone, well at least I did I see the way she looks at Tyquian. She looks at him with so much jealousy in her eyes I hope Jhené take me off her mind
I chuckled feeling Tyquian tug at my hoodie, it was cute everything he did was cute to me
The bell rang making me frown. I wanted more time with him and I shouldn't of made him upset and then he wouldn't of closed the book
