I think this my new favorite book I wrote 😩 what's y'alls ?
Tyquian 🧸
We've been doing this for an hour and he already starting to get antsy. This is why I said no but nooo nigga don't wanna listen to me
He slightly moved to the left making me shake my head and grab my phone
Yo ass move so much! You can get up now cause I got the sketch :
He looked at the message and smiled hurrying to look at the sketch and smiled a little harder. I rolled my eyes pushing him out the way so I can start on the actual portrait. He laid on my bed and started typing
Nau'Jour 🦋 : Don't push me mean ass
I do what I want 🙃 :
He looked at me and licked his lips before bitting them. I'm telling you Jesus better take the wheel before I do and drive into Nau'Jour lane
Don't look at me like that making me nervous :
Nau'Jour 🦋 : I cant help it, I like what I see
I put the pencil down frowning I don't understand why he likes what he sees, I can't hear him and I'm not even all that in looks
So you like a broken boy with trust issues, a death boy that you have to text to communicate? A boy that does nothing with his life but cry and hide his pain in pages of a notebook? :
Nau'Jour 🦋 : I said I like what I see. I see a beautiful soul that overcame everything that tried to fuck up his life, I see an bomb ass artist and friend, I see somebody I want to be with and help him know his worth
Nau'Jour 🦋 : All that other shit doesn't matter to me Tyquian, Yea you broken so let me fix you.
I look up at him with tears in my eyes his expression changed quickly to a worried face as he rushes over to me pulling me out the chair
Nau'Jour 🦋 : oh no I'm sorry! I didn't mean to make you cry ma
I chuckled softly wiping my eyes. It's funny how he thinks he always doing something wrong. I appreciate the patients he has with me.
I grabbed onto his shirt not wanting to let go. I feel safe around him like I can tell him anything and everything.
I wanted to show him I trust him.
I let go of his shirt backing away from him taking off his jacket, his eyes stayed on my face they didn't once go lower
Then I removed my sweats making him turn around and start typing
Nau'Jour 🦋 : what you doing ma?
I didn't reply I just walked towards him turning him around, his eyes lock with mine and I can see worry in them.
"It's okay" I mouthed and he shook his head not budging
"I can't" he mouthed back
"Yes you can"
He looks at me and I confirm it, he was hesitant at first but then his eyes slowly scanned my body
As he turned me around I could feel myself tear up. I felt him lift me off the ground and gently lay me on the bed
He looked at me with longing eyes making me feel butterflies in my stomach. Then he started to kiss on the scars
I watched as he kissed from my chest down to my stomach, giving my big scars more kisses than the little ones. he stops at my stomach looking up at me for a sign to keep going and I nodded
He opened my legs looking at my inner thighs making me sigh, I just know he's gonna say something later
After looking and feeling for a while he started to kiss my inner thigh, I was trying my hardest to control myself but I couldn't. It felt so good his lips was so soft
I mentally cussed myself out as I felt tyquian jr awaken but at this point it's nothing i can do. I felt the kissing stop and then he planted a little kiss on jr making me look down. He was just looking up at me laughing making me push him off me
Nau'Jour 🦋 : my poor baby I'm sorry 🤣
Boy fuck you :
Nau'Jour 🦋 : watch yo text 😒
It took everything in me not to laugh this nigga here is retarted
Nau'Jour 🦋 : I know most of them on yo body are scars but are some of them cuts?
I bit my lip hesitant to answer, I feel like he'd be disappointed in me for doing this shit
Yes... :
Nau'Jour 🦋 : Promise me you gone stop
I couldn't even do that it's became a release that I needed repeatedly. I looked up from the phone seeing him already staring into my soul. I frowned looking away
Nau'Jour 🦋 : i need you to promise me Tyquian
Nau'Jour it's hard to say i promise not to do something I do often :
Nau'Jour 🦋 : I don't want to be worried about you cutting too deep or any off that shit. Where's the blade?
I looked up to see if he was serious and he was dead serious. Who was he to tell me to stop doing what I'm doing? Child anyways
I'll stop it's just going to take me some time :
Nau'Jour 🦋 : okay so where's the blade?
I huffed getting up from the bed with him right behind me. I turned around and crosses my arms and he just turned me back around lightly pushing me
I rolled my eyes going to my dresser and grabbing my blade from under my clothes and handed it to Toosii
Nau'Jour 🦋 : see that wasn't so hard. now give me a hug I'm finna leave
My mouth drops down to the biggest frown. Why did he have to go so soon feels like he's only been here for 30 minutes
Nau'Jour 🦋 : stop looking like that you'll see me tomorrow first period
I shook my head pouting making him roll his eyes coming to me. I just pushed him away pouting harder
He leans down to my height pecking my lips twice shocking me.
"Loose the attitude" he mouthed
I looked at him with the baby eyes seeing him sigh pulling me into a tight hug making me smile. Yea I like this one a lot
