"Pretending it's Not Real"
A shooting star flew by
And you quickly came to mind
You're exactly what I wanted
You're what my thoughts would find
Our friendship flashed before me
And a smile I found on my face
I loved each and every moment
Of your sweet enchanting grace
I was memorized so much
By the words that you would speak
I couldn't seem to help
That I'd always grow so weak
At first, I liked our friendship
How we could trust each other
How our friendship grew so strong
With one another
I'm not sure when it started
But I began to fall for you
I couldn't stop my feelings
There was nothing I could do
But soon my feelings grew stronger
And you're all I thought about
My heart was beating only for you
And in that, there was no doubt
I tried to get over it
Knowing it would never be
Knowing I was just playing with my feelings
Thinking you would fall for me
I didn't tell anyone
Not even my best friends
Didn't want to risk our friendship
Didn't want it to end
I couldn't control it
I yearned for you so much
Didn't want anything else
Except for your gentle touch
I kept my mouth shut
Trying to deny it to myself
Pretending I didn't have those feelings
Lying to myself
This love is starting to hurt
Pretending it's not real
Trying to put it in the past
Refusing to reveal.
by: Christina Gomes
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Silent Muse Poetry
Poetrypoetry /ˈpəʊɪtri/ "Something regarded as comparable to poetry in its beauty. (Collection of poems and prose) Dear, who you might be I hope one day you give your heart to someone and they will hold it tight as if it's their own. I hope one day you wa...
