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I was drinking some champagne as we were still at Laila's single release party. Laila was talking and laughing with her friends as I went to Apple Music to download her song only to see her cover art for the single was a picture of Michael and I hands interlocked. I just smiled and shook my head downloading the song. I just placed my phone down continuing to watch everyone with dance or talk as music was loudly playing throughout the house.

I felt a hand on my back as I looked over seeing Michael's mother as I faintly smiled. "Come on" she said nodding her head for us to go away as I followed her and we went in the backyard to sit down. I sat down on the bench swing they had outside as she sat down next to me.

"How are you?" She asked as I smiled "I'm good" I said as she laughed some. "No baby how are you?" She repeated as I just took off my heels and sat back. "I'm doing better" I admitted. "I was really struggling because I felt everyone would be disappointed in me or upset for what happened and me not saying anything to anyone" I said "Michael reacted the way he did and I just didn't want to piss no one else off. besides its embarrassing walking around with that and the world now knowing and the world watching how everything is playing out" I explained.

"You can't help what was done to you. There's no justification on your end for why another man did what he knew wasn't right to you. You can't say or do anything about it because it was done too you, so why walk around with that weight on your shoulders?" She asked as I looked at her. "Yeah we can be upset and not so much upset at you but upset because of what happened to you because none of us would've even allowed that to happen" she expressed. "Don't ever feel like anyone is mad or upset with you because we're not." She added.

"And as far as Michael breaking up with you, you know I let him HAVE it" she stressed making me laugh some. "You gave him the business?" I asked. "Yeah you don't leave your woman when she needs you the most" she said. "And as mad as Michael was at you he's really not mad at you he's mad at himself. He felt like he should've been there to protect you but he wasn't." She added.

"Yeah but he does know it has nothing to do with him right?" I asked. "Baby when men like a woman or they're dating a woman and they find out an ex used to not treat their woman like they were supposed to be treated it's like a switch in their heads goes off about protection, if I met her earlier or was with her earlier that would've never happened and so on" she explained. "That's what was really going on with Michael he can say all day long that it's because you didn't tell him it's really because of that. He feels like there's nothing he can do about it, he feels like the other man won in a way and now he's angry" Miss Donna said.

"I can't change the past, he can't change the past I just want him to comfort me now because with this going on I'm going to need it" I admitted as she faintly smiled. "I know" she assured. " he doing what he supposed to be doing now though right?" She asked. "Yeah he's my boyfriend again" I said with a smile as she laughed. "I knew he was. Michael not letting you go for real" she said as I shook my head and giggled. "If it makes you feel better he was crying and listening to Bruno mars" she started off. "Do what you want with that piece of information" she said placing her hands up as I laughed.

We went back into the house as I was chilling out in the kitchen at the island eating some pieces of chicken. I just went upstairs going to my old bedroom to lay down. I was honestly tired and people was everywhere downstairs. I walked into my room seeing Dream asleep in my bed. "Now why they put you in my room?" I asked moving her over. I then got in the bed beside her just laying there.

I know I was going through what I was going through right now but I was really considering taking my IUD out. After seeing Michael with Josiah I wanted to try for a baby. But then again maybe right now might not be the best time because I run the risk of being stressed out during my first pregnancy. Besides I got other things to get done right now before us settling down. There was a knock on the door as I looked over at the door seeing Michael peek in.
"You straight?" Michael asked "Yeah I'm just tired" I admitted.
"Let's go" Michael said as I got up and he grabbed my hand.

We started heading downstairs as we said our goodbyes and went back to his place. Once we made it I went to take a shower then got in the bed waiting on Michael. I was on twitter seeing people were saying nothing but good things about Laila's single. I went to the trending page seeing her song trending along with herself. I just smiled I was too proud of her.

I went on Apple Music beginning to play her song listening to it again. "What you doing?" I heard Michael ask as I looked over at him from the phone as he smiled. I just smiled as he slid in the bed next to me. "She did so good, I'm so proud of her" Michael said as I looked at him. "I am too my baby came a long way" I admitted with a smile. Michael just smiled at me. "What?" I asked "come here" he said as I smiled harder sitting up to kiss his lips. "What's up?" I asked resting my chin on his chest looking up at him.

"You know how we were talking earlier about God and everything?" He asked "Yeah" I said. "If we had children Would that be something you would instill into them?" He asked. "Yeah I wouldn't force it down their throats or be strict about it because all that will do is make them resent it." I expressed. "But yeah I will because in my opinion it's important" I said as Michael nodded. "I'll teach them to pray and to be very careful with what music they listen too, what they watch and what they say" I started off as Michael. "Oh you not playing" he joked.

"Until they are old enough to actually understand I'm going to do what I need to do to make sure my kids aren't attacked spiritually and they are covered. There's realms to this" I explained. "Don't get me started" I warned making him chuckle. "I think its a good idea" he admitted making me smile. I just poked my lips out as he chuckled and kissed my lips. He pulled away and smiled "I've been trying to get away from LA so much and it's like now that I'm back it's Like a breath of relief." I admitted.

"I still don't think you need to stay out in Atlanta by yourself" Michael brought up as I laughed some. "Y/N I'm serious" Michael said as I just looked at him. "Babe I'm going to be fine I got cameras, the house is behind hella trees and I have a gate so you can only get in if I allow you too or if you have the code" I assured. "Y/N if anything happens you're coming back out to LA and I mean anything" he stated "if I even find out you twist your ankle you're coming back out here" he added as I giggled.

"Babe you can't really make me go" I simply said. "I'm coming out there and getting you" he said in all seriousness. "Alright well nothing's going to happen anyway for you to be like that." I said waving him off and going to lay on my side not facing him. "Girl if you don't lay on this chest" he warned making me laugh and climb on top of him to lay on him. "This is not what I meant" he said as I just kissed his cheek and laid my head in his neck. He just rubbed my butt as I continued to smile.

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