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Realization. (Chapter 6)

(Sam's pov)
(A couple days after the Walmart "date" ish.)

Recently I've noticed that Nathan has been refusing to go home, if I were to even suggest the idea he nearly cries. I don't know if he has family at home or something... I don't know if they all fight with each other or if Nathan wants a break.
I don't know if Nathan is in possible or serious danger. Even if I suggest walking him home he looks like he might just burst into tears.
So I'm currently also trying to make breakfast for the both of us. My brother is... sorta helping me.
I don't even know if my brother likes Nathan, or if he even supports us.
I don't know if he's just making fun of me and him... and the thing that shocks me is that whenever I change, Nathan never notices I wear pants underneath.
He always thinks that I'm hiding something.
He thinks I "sh."
And I told him that he's wrong.

But he really isn't. Why do you think I wear pants under everything? It doesn't matter if I have arm warmers on. I could be doing it everywhere. I wear the arm warmers for accessories and to cover up old scars. So...
Wait... I'm so stupid... IVE LITERALLY NEVER ASKED HIM TO BE MY LEGIT BOYFRIEND... I KINDA JUST THOUGH WE WERE TOGETHER, HE PROBABLY THINKS THAT IM USUING HIM FOR JUST FREE RANDOM MAKE OUT SESSIONS! OH MY GOD IM SO STUPID! AUAGDHSJAJSJSHAHAHAHAHAHSHDUISKSKS-

"SAM! PAY ATTENTION TO YOUR FOOD DUDE! ITS BURNING!!"
I hear my brother scream, I zoned out while thinking about all of this... I turn the stove off, but somehow a small fire inside of the pan appeared.

"WHAT THE FUCK!?"
I scream out. Nathan walks down the stairs, rubbing his eyes.

"Why are you guys yelling... it's like... 7 in the- WHAT THE FUCK??? ARE YOU SERIOUS!? GOD YOU GUYS SUCK AT COOKING!"
Nathan screams out as well.

"GRAB WATER SAM!"
My brother yells at me, I didn't know where to go so I just go into the fridge and grabbed a cold water bottle and poured it into the food ... I stare at my brother, feeling extremely guilty.

"Jesus Christ, Sam... you almost killed us. Just let me make you guys something."
He sounded pissed off... I slightly rub the back of my neck.

"I'm sorry for nearly burning down the whole kitchen..."
I said a bit quietly. My brother ignored me.
I backed up and walked back up to my room, Nathan followed behind me.

When we got back up into my room, I sit down on my bed.

"You suck at making food."
Nathan said jokingly, but I wasn't in the mood anymore.

"If I suck so much just go order something then."
I say, getting a bit annoyed by Nathan.

"C'monnnn I'm just trying to lighten up the mood! I'm trying to make you feel better."
As soon as he finished that, I snapped again.

"WELL YOU AREN'T DOING ANYTHING TO HELP ME AT ALL! YOU'RE JUST BEING ANNOYING! MAKING FUN OF WHAT JUST HAPPENED DOESNT 'LIGHTEN UP MY MOOD' OR 'MAKE ME FEEL BETTER'! SO JUST WAIT DOWNSTAIRS OR SOMETHING. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!"
I scream at him.
I everything goes quiet for a bit, Nathan looked angry but upset.. he just stormed out of my room, slamming the door behind him.
I lay down in my bed and just sat there.
What if Nathan thinks the other way around? He doesn't think I'm using him for "make out sessions" but he thinks he could use me for those?
It stresses me out and I just lay down, curled into a ball. I stay there for a while. Until I hear my door swing open.

"Breakfast."
Nathan says. His voice sounding awfully monotone...
I stare at him, he stares back with a slight snarl.

"Nathan. Come here."
I say, but he was clearly waiting for me to say something.
As soon as I finished my sentence, I got a slight glare, then attitude.
He slams MY door shut.
"What the fuck?"
I say quietly to myself. I get up and walk downstairs. Both him and my brother are pretty pissed at me this morning. So I just grab breakfast and storm back upstairs, locking the door behind me. No one comes upstairs to check on me, no one comes in to come tell at me, nothing. Just me eating my breakfast. After a couple of minutes I finish my breakfast and eventually get back out of bed, I walk back downstairs and notice the two interacting.
Cool. I guess.