Dead Souls She Ones Loved

Its her again

I can't help myself but be compared

I bet she is more worried about you then I am

Its always her more and me less

She cares for you and even loves you more then me but you still choice me

I do not get it why

Is it because you love me and not her? Is it because she is just a friend and I am something more than a friend?

Did you ever considered her as more than a friend?

I feel jealous at the way she looks at you

I don't like her to be honest but can't bring myself to hate her cause she loves someone who loves me

And what if she really did pushed you towards me but I feel guilty at the single thought of it

How much did she loved you that she is ready for me to be with you

Are you even worth the sacrifices she makes?

I promise I won't ever forget you, you have never been a competitor to me

Its me who constantly compared you with me not knowing you couldn't reach mr nor I could reach you

You are something different but magical and kind at the same time

I wished we never meet so I hadn't felt this guilt and sorrow anymore

I wish I hated you so that I didn't had to force myself to hate you instead

But do you hate me? I want you to

You should hate me

I am glad if you do, I stole something precious to you

I hope you never forgive me the way I can never forget you.