47

843 90 2
                                    

ーdarkest, deepest thoughts

it was just an hour before breakfastyou were already in the kitchenmaking us somethingwhile it was my turnto showercall it a bad habit or whateverbut it's usuallywhen i'm under this running waterthat i pay heed to my darkest, deepest thoughtsi sta...

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

it was just
an hour before breakfast
you were already in the kitchen
making us something
while it was my turn
to shower
call it a bad habit or whatever
but it's usually
when i'm under this running water
that i pay heed
to my darkest, deepest thoughts
i started to feel
a bit scared
if it was just me
who had feelings for you
what if you never
felt like reciprocating?
what if you don't like me?
somehow this thought
brought back memories
of my experience with jungkook
a time that absolutely broke me
but then it struck
i understood now
how jungkook did it all
to save me
to save our friendship
and maybe
you might too
maybe you'd like to do
what jungkook did
this was something
i was trying to be open to
this idea
of never admitting my feelings
just to save my friendship with you
was sounding good to me
because i wouldn't ever
want to lose you

i wouldn't ever want to not be
able to spend time with you.

Heather | tk ✔Where stories live. Discover now