❝ how could i hate him?
he's such an angel
but then again,
kinda wish
he were
dead. ❞ ー pjm
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where park jimin pens down the love story of his crush (jungkook) and his really pretty lover (taehyung).
[ 13 Oct 2020 - 6 June 20...
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of course, it was heather with whom i wanted to have the second talk and so i did we were at his place i muttered a sorry again almost the same way i did to jungkook he too felt it was in vain and that he'd forgiven me a long time back i was brimming with happiness within seeing how supportive my friends were not that i didn't know it already but a weight seemed to have been lifted off my shoulders now that i gave them a proper apology it's all good now, all back to normal but i still had a question in mind he said and i anticipated i have noticed how you're very apologetic do you by any chance find it difficult to accept it that you're appreciated and accepted by us all? he questioned i wondered i guess the answer to the question is yes i often notice how i fail to make you guys happy just the way you all make me it's also my responsibility to keep you happy i am trying to improve at it but it's never been easy i confessed he gave me a warm smile and held my smaller hand in his warmer, larger one oh jimin, you don't understand the only person you're supposed to make happy is yourself we try to make you laugh but you only get elated if you allow yourself to because for all i know that if you don't you could be crying in a comedian's cave he explained me just so well that my head felt like spinning has it always been like this? has this always been the logic? is the real reason why i am happy today is because i am merely allowing myself to? i have known i have always been the problem but i have just reached the conclusion that my prolonged sadness was just my inability to accept happiness i feel weird is this my baptism? is this how is it? has is always been like this? i asked him and he smiled again has always been and will always remain just keep allowing yourself to be happy and i promise you we're going nowhere and neither are you we'd keep making you happy if you'd allow yourself to and you make us happy anyhow just accept this fact too his words were sincere and reached the deepest portions of my heart i wish i had heard these words sooner
