Overthinking

III

What if?

What if I give up?
What if I quit, because I'm tired.
What if I want to rest?
Rest in an eternal Peace.

What if I stop caring and loving?
For I can't even feel any of them.
What if I'll stop myself from breathing,
Would you be happy to see me leaving?

What if I'll stop from pretending?
What if I'll show you my real feelings?
So that you'll stop asking me,
If my heart is heavy.

Right now my heart is bleeding,
And I can't stop doubting.
I'm not okay but that's fine,
These problems won't be ease by any kind of wine.