.... am I that bad to be loved, wanted.
I am an unwanted daughter, now i will be an unwanted wife.
God what's your problem. Why am i so unwanted in this universe.
kya likha hain apne meri kismat mein..
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Jaanvi mittal
A girl who has only seen pai...
Although life is depressing but we still have to live unless and until We have the guts to end it. Which i don't have that's the reason i am still moving on with this shitty life .
Jaanvi went downstairs after getting ready.
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She saw her MIL entering the dinning room.
"Aree beta(dear) you woke up, its still early"
"Nahi (no) aunty i am used to it"
"Aunty nahi beta maa 'bolo." ( Don't call me aunty beta)
"Ji maa." (Ok mother)
MAA the word actually sounds pretty strange to me because I never really felt the love from my mom. So i guess maa will bring me some happiness in my life. I am not being judgemental , its all about Vibes we get from different people around us and surprisingly this motherly vibe is pretty new for me .
"Beta(dear) i know this all must be new for you but trust me every things take time in this world give this relationship a decent amount of time and respect." Maa said
I was on the verge of crying because my own mother was never this understandable but she is.
I roamed around the house or should I say mansion and made breakfast.
Everything finally seemed nice until i saw my husband walking down the stairs. I am not gonna lie he has this "don't talk to me ... I am mr president" kind of aura. But all this kept aside he look so delicious in his formal wear.
"Delicious" seriously jaanvi . You thought of nothing but delicious. My mind mocked me.
"Don't forget that your this delicious piece of meat made you cry yesterday." My inner voice said.
"So what i have been crying for past so many years because of my parents, its nothing new to me . And after so much time i have seen a real man. " i replied back.
"Good morning mom" my thought were broken by my husband wishing my MIL.
"Good morning dear ." maa greeted back
From his behaviour i can make out that he is ignoring me. Alas , everyone in this world ignores my existence.
Just after sometimes maa left . now I am all alone again.
Its been a day since I got married but every time I get up I wonder where the hell am I . I got up did my morning routine and went down to prepare breakfast. I saw a maid who introduced herself as Samantha . I gave her a smile and told her that I will prepare todays breakfast . She nodded and gave me a smile and started giving me the ingredients. I tied my hair and started preparing his breakfast . his mother told me that he like western breakfast as it is light.
I prepared French tost and his coffee . I placed everthing on the dining table. And at the very moment he entered . God he looks like a greak god.
