Avengers Always Running

Ch. 34 "Support"

                                                  Jax POV 

I kept pacing back and forth. my mind racing thinking about everything. but then I stopped. I know just the person I need to talk to. 

The only person who has seen me at my worst. 

the one person who understands my motives. 

the one person who has supported me through this entire thing. 

I jumped roof to roof. taking complicated ways just in case I was being followed. and I snuck in through through the window. 

I sat in the corner chair in the dark and waited for him to come home. 

it was at least two hours when he finally arrived. 

I hear the keys jiggle the lock. he slammed the door shut. locking it. 

He flicked on the lights. 

his back was too me. 

"You know for a hired gun you really need to start locking your windows." I said 

This made him squeal like a girl. 

"Jax how many time do I have to tell you not to do that!" He said 

I chuckled 

I stood up and he strided over to me. 

"Where the hell have you been kid." He said hugging me tightly 

"I was worried. last time we talked you were going after them and then nothing for weeks. I was actually looking for you." He said 

I chuckled 

"I'm fine. just got hurt pretty badly a few weeks ago. burned to be accurate." I said 

"Are you alright?" He said pulling away. 

"Yeah just a few minor burns and cuts. but that's not why I'm here." I said 

He looked at me concerned. 

"Don't look at me like that." I said 

"Jax I've known you for a long time and I know that look." He said 

"Remember what happened last time?" He said 

I nodded 

So last time when I had all my emotions hitting me at one time. I decided it would be best for me to take them out on people who were doing wrong breaking the law. I ended up trying to stop a mass trade off between Russian mob and HYDRA leaders. I almost got myself killed. Wade saved my life. 

Then had me locked down for months. making sure I had my head screwed on straight before he let me loose. 

I was knocked out of my thought by Wade handing me a drink. 

"So what is it?" He asked sitting down on the couch and that's when I started pacing again. 

"Everything. freaking avengers. the finding out entire thing. Nat and Bucky on my case." I said 

"So that's never stopped you before." He said 

I took a sip of my drink. 

"I'm starting to doubt myself Wade. I feel like this entire fight has been a waste of time. have I taken this too far?" I said finishing off my drink 

"No you haven't what your parents did to you. what that organization did to you was wrong. and they all deserve the pain you put them through. where is this coming from?" Wade asked 

"Avengers.." I said sitting next to him with a sigh. 

"Listen Jax I'm not going to tell you what to do. but I will support you either way." He said 

I sighed. 

"Thank you Wade." I said laying my head on his shoulder. 

"Hey what are friends for?" He said chuckling as we sat on the couch in the dark listening to the wind start to blow outside and the thunder crack.