Pasts

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a a a a a a a a a i w a n n a c r y - 

This is bringing a lot of pain. lots and lots of pain. 

Okay, so, I know i said I wasn't coming back, I know, but... I really don't. 

I wanna continue this story here, I really do. I don't wanna start from scratch with things I don't exactly need to, cause I'm extremely lazy, and there's thirty three chapters i'm not gonna be in the mood to rewrite. I will rewrite the older chapters, yes, cause they make me wanna eat boards, but everything else i'm fine with. I... Just don't want to start again. Tho, in preparation for if Wattpad decides to yolo off the plane without a parachute, imma be recording everything here to new, just in case. 

This has seriously been bothering me. Like, I just, can't start new. I can't. I don't wanna forget everything i've built up to, and idk if im weird for saying that. I just, want things to go back to normal, and i'm sorry if this sounds way too over-the-top for a fricken wattpad account, but let me tell ya, and this will sound cheesy to the point the oceans have turned to cheddar, this has become my life for the better part of four years. I just don't want to forget all thats happen in that four years, cuz it feels like i'm throwing it all away. 

Okay sap story over, nobody cares, back on track. 

WHAT DO I DOOOOOOOOOOO- *screams*

Do i continue or just, start anew? idk, i can't make decisions for my life which will be my downfall, but, idk. I just really don't know. h e l p  m e  p l e a s e  i m  b e g g i n '  y a - Tho if you don't know nor care thats fine lmao don't go crazy- That's my job and its getting fulfilled prettyyyyyy quickly. 

I wrote and published this in like 15 minutes- a a a - and i deleted the previous chapter cuz idk if I'll be dead here (prob not tbh--) but yeah, so, I'll write it again if i do.