It's been months since that incident happened and it's almost the end of the first quarter of first semester.
It's not like im expecting to see him, but after that day i didn't see that man again. I know i am at fault for not sincerely thanking him for helping me, it is just i really can't express my feelings or should i say im hesitant to do so.
It's lunch time and since im not hungry i decide to go to the rooftop of our building.
Walang tao ng makarating ako sa rooftop and that make me feel relief
Inilabas ko ang aking cellphone and also my wireless earbud.
I scrolled on my phone until i find the song that i always listen to.
I maybe not look like someone who loves to sing but i am
I close my eyes and listen
Putting my defenses up
'Cause i don't wanna fall in love
If i ever did that, i think id have a heart attack
Never put my love out on the line
Never said yes to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you, I'm never good enough
When I don't care, I can play 'em like a Ken doll
Won't wash my hair, then make 'em bounce like a basketball
This is my favorite part which i always sing along
And i did sing along
But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels
Yes, you make me so nervous that I just can't hold your hand
My eyes were close habang sinasabayan at dinadama ang kanta
You make me glow ohh ohh ohhh
But I cover up, won't let it show ohh ohh ohhh
So I'm putting my defenses up
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attahh ahhh ahhhack
I think I'd have a heart attaahh ahhh ahhhack
I think I'd have a heart attack
Never break a sweat for the other guys
When you come around, I get paralyzed
And every time I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help
It's just not fair; pain's more trouble than love is worth
I gasp for air; it feels so good, but you know it hurts
But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear perfume for you
Make me so nervous that I just can't hold your hand
You make me glohh ohh ohhh ohhow
But I cover up, won't let it shohh ohh ohhh ohhow
So I'm putting my defenses up
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attahh ahhh ahhhack
I think I'd have a heart attahh ahhh ahhhack
I think I'd have a heart attack
The feelings got lost in my lungs
They're burning; I'd rather be numb
And there's no one else to blame
So scared, I take off, and I run
I'm flying too close to the sun
And I burst into fla-fla-flames
You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show
So I'm putting my defenses up
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attahhhhhhh ahhhhhh ahhack
I think I'd have a heart attahhh ahhh ahhhack
I think I'd have a heart attack-tack
I think I'd have a heart attack (oh, I think I'd have a heart attack)
I think I'd have a heart attack
Habol ko ang aking hininga ng matapos ko ang kanta
Sumulyap ako sa aking likod and see if there's someone there but i find nothing
I know i feel like someone is staring at me a while ago
Ramdam kong may nakamasid sa akin kanina, but since im busy singing i didn't bother to give it a glance
My phone beep
"Oh time's up" sabi ko ng makita na ang alarm ko ang nag beep
Lumabas na ako ng rooftop at naglakad pababa
Im walking near at the business administration department when i saw the man who help me in my first day
Lumapit ako dito ng makita ko ito na naglalakad
"Hi" plane na bati ko
Mabilis itong sumulyap sa gawi ko at nag kunot ng noo
"Im sorry for offending you on my first day here" dry man ay may sinseridad ko paring sabi bago tumalikod
Maglalakad na sana ako ng may humawak sa braso ko
"Hoy teka lang! Anong sorry" the man speak behind me
Lumingon ako dito ng nakakunot ang noo
"I said im sorry for offending-"
"Tinanggap ko ba ang sorry mo at aalis kana?" Nakakaloko nitong sabi
"Well im just apologizing and if you don't want to accept it then it's your loss not mine" sagot ko bago tinanggal ang pagkakahawak nya sa braso ko
Naglakad na ako paalis ng sumigaw ito
"lunch!" Sigaw nito
Naguguluhang lumingon ako dito
"Hindi ako natanggap ng sorry, lunch tayo tapos kwits na" sigaw nito bago naglakad papalayo
Naiwan akong tulala habang nakakunot ang noo
When im back to my senses i shake my head and walk
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A broken masterpiece
RomanceAurlie Colette is a puzzle waiting to be solved. A never ending mazed. A complex combination of insecurities and doubts. Always leaving a trail of mystery. Her lack of presence will never be noticed. Cause she is just a mere person, A wallflower tha...
