The Diary Of The Bully (Taekook)

April 30

Today, I learned that Jungkook lives alone in his house. His parents live in Busan. He was telling me about his parents, who were proud of their son being independent. I wish I was like him.

Why am I like this?
I hate me.

I started opening up to Jungkook. Not much but I do. He asked me to come over to his house. I did and that was fun. I enjoyed it. It's been a while since I enjoyed something what people call, 'good'. I enjoy cutting my self.

Harming myself.

Dad is still not home. It feels so good not having him around.
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Jungkook said he really likes being my friend. Yes, I haven't been involved in fights for a long time now.

But I am still fighting with life.

-Taehyung