The Diary Of The Bully (Taekook)

May 10

Mom refused to take over the company. It is going downhill, almost bankrupt. The share holders want their money back.

What do I do?

I don't know anything about business. I'm still in school. I started taking anti-depressants. My life depends on that. Whole school knows about my father's death. They didn't say anything to me.

Jungkook hasn't spoken to me for 5 days. Did he leave me? I did not harm anyone except me. He ignored me in the school. He did not pick my calls up. I saw him hanging out with Jimin.

They are bestfriend since they were kids. I'm no one to meddle in their friendship.

I am just no one.

I got a sharper blade today. That is only thing that hasn't judged me. It gives me pleasure and always stays by my side.

But why does it have to be such a thing that cares about me?

-Taehyung