This is my very first time writting a ff, and i got my inspiration from xXAiko16xX and raplinesimp26
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Ship:- Changchan/Binchan (Changbin x Bangchan)
Warnings:- angst, suicide, sad ending, major character death, implied cheating, abuse......
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To Changbin, Bangchan means many things. He's the light that shines in eyes, that helps him get up and live through another day. He's the one that sparks his greatest ideas,his muse. The one who asks about his day, and listens to him for hours.
But he's also the hammer that breaks his bones and the knife that tears through his skin. He's the one that lets Changbin bleed all night long and comes back the next morning to build him up, just to break him again. The one that smiles seeing him bleeding and torn below him yet kisses the bruises and cuts the following day. The one who whispers I love you while ripping his heart and mind apart but also while pressing pecks all over his face and body. Bangchan makes flowers grow in his lungs and although they're beautiful, he can't fucking breathe.
But today, Changbin thinks, Bangchan is the one that gives him the final push. The one that wills him to climb up the tower. Up and up despite the sharp rust digging into his palms, despite the iron tinging the air as the blood leaves tracks down his arms. The one who's words make him look down at the waves crashing below him. Who makes him smile at the thought of jumping, of the water blearing his vision and muffling his cries because he would finally, finally be able to reach serenity. The one who makes tears rush down his face as he staggers closer and closer to the edge until he's falling with the wind rushing past him . Changbin looks over to Bangchan, his boyfriend, his love, yet also his brutal murderer. Sees him leaning against their car, the car that they had barely collected enough money to buy last year. It had been before the madness, before Bangchan had started coming home drunk, before he started using changbin to take out his pent up frustration and the car has so many intimate moments trapped inside that it makes his head hurt. Bangchan had been waiting for Changbin to finish his business, far too engrossed in his phone to notice him up on the ledge of the tower and people calling at him to come down. Changbin yells out his name and smiles as Chan's head bobs up, realization and shock flashing over his face. Before long, he's running, tripping over himself as he tries to reach his love but its too late, for his love has already being swallowed by the tide. The people crowded around the edge gasping as he plunges below. The last thing Changbin sees before the blackness takes him over is Bangchan's face, covered in tears. Despite the water barricading him on all sides, he feels the tears on his cheeks. He lets out one final breath and smiles, as the ocean consumes him.
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[Both criticism and compliments are accepted do let me know on what i need to work on (´∩｡• ᵕ •｡∩') ]
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CHANGBIN ONESHOTS
Fanfictioncuz changbin is a baby boy 😤✨ A series of drabbles and fics/shots about Changbin. ~Book consist~ ✧BxB ✧Angst ✧fluff ✧smuts ✧bottom Seo Changbin x Top SKZ ✧mpreg ✧omegaverse
