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"May bago ka na namang kausap?"


"I'm mabait na ngayon, ulol!"  sabi ko kay Klarisse... Sanay kasi siyang pa iba iba  ang kinikwento ko sa kanya.


Klarisse known me as "University Girl" also kasi parang lahat na university sa iloilo ay may naka talking stage na ako tulad sa USA, CPU, WIT, at marami pang iba.


 "I wanna see you and hug you." I told Claude... Nag uusap pa rin kami yong taga USA na pharmacy at tsaka parang may something na sa amin.


"Don't worry princess I'll be there in January." He keeps calling me princess... I was so happy when he said na nandito na siya ng ilang days.


"Like January 1, as in?" Sobrang sobrang excited ko... Walang makakapantay.


I fell for him and also he is courting me... He asks me to be his Girlfriend... Until now I can't believe that he is courting me, how would I know na hindi siya nakikipag laro? I can't believe it and never will be because he is so fucking handsome to me.


Mas lalong hindi ako maka paniwala na nililigawan niya ako, dahil una sa lahat hinding hindi ko siya makukuha kasi nga he is introvert at parang wala pake sa kanya... pero I can say...iba talaga ang flirting skills ni Ma. Beatrice Tan.


"No." Malungkot niyang sabi.


"Why"


"I'm going to Davao first before going there I have something to do." I feel so heavy in my heart... because I think makikita ko na siya after a day.


" Okay." nawalan ako agad ng gana... I feel so sad.


Walang araw na hindi ako nag iisip na kung ilang araw nalang para magkita kami... Ngunit walang araw rin na hindi ako umiiyak... I can't stop overthink even though kahit ilang beses niyang ulit ulitin sa akin na ako lang.


Sobrang hirap kasi kapag wala kayong label kahit binibigyan ka niya ng assurance ay hindi pa rin yon sapat dahil anytime he can replace you... Siguro dahil hindi ko pa siya nakita sa personal at nakilala kaya ako nag dududa ng sobra sobra.


When he is in Davao he went to the bar with his cousin... Hindi siya sanay sa mga bar kasi hindi siya tulad ng ibang lalaki na mahilig mag party sa bar... He is different and that can make him unique...


"Love, I have something to tell you." he said.


"Yea, what is it?"


"Please don't get mad at me."


"What is it?"


"Just promise me first that you won't get mad at me?"


"POTANGINA! I said tell me!" at this point I was so frustrated.


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