Dating an internet girl

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Finals coming and we are all busy because we need to compile everything... finals mean I will be in college after a month and it also means that we will separate from Claude since I'm going to study at St. Pauls, hindi man ako naka pasa sa West but I believe I have a great future in St. Pauls.

Today is our Graduation pictorial pero I'm not that happy since we have to pay 3,000 for the yearbook and it will release after 3 years but the worst is our yearbook since junior high school wala parin!

However, I'm a little bit happy because Claude promise me that he going to fetch me after our graduation pic... I'm tired of everything happening in my life but luckily I have Claude to make me happy every time I see him. 

I didn't hire a make-up artist because it's too expensive so I just make up on my own since I just want simple make-up.

"Where are you going after, Bea?" Remejen asked me

"I'm waiting for Claude and we will eat outside." my all classmates almost they are gone but I'm still waiting for Claude because maybe he still has a class.

I'm waiting for him for almost 2 hours at wala pa rin siya! "Love, sorry I have class."

"You have class? but you didn't chat with me?! kahit chat lang para naman hindi kita hinintay!" galit na galit kong sabi.

"May ginagawa kasi ako."

"O baka nakalimutan mong sunduin ako?" 

"I'm sorry."I knew it! Damn!

Tumakbo ako at sumakay sa jeep at umuwi... I was so mad at him, galit na galit! He disappointed me! Fuck him!

"Love, I'm sorry." He chatted with me.

"I think you don't have a fault but I think we need to break up since you are always busy with your acads and I don't want to be a reason for one of your failures."

"No, love. Kaya ko, kayang kong pag sabayin dahil mas kinakaya ko kung kasama kita."

"Hindi na kita mahal, Claude." labag man sa kalooban ko at alam kong masasaktan siya ay sinabi ko pa rin yon dahil wala akong ibang nararamdaman sa ngayon kundi galit.

"Pero ako may pagmamahal pa kahit ako nalang ang mag mahal sa ating dalawa." he said.

"Tama na my decision is final." Pagkatapos kong mag chat ay blinock ko siya sa lahat ko na ACC... Alam kong pagsisisihan ko ito balang araw pero sana ang hiwalayan na ito ay maglalagay sa amin sa tamang landas. 

It feels so empty without Claude it's been a week since that happened... he is always going to our room pero hindi ko siya pinapansin he is always trying to reach me out pero umaalis ako.

One day he waited for me at the gate and then he hugged me so tight... I was about to give up, to say yes we can continue this relationship because I am being soft for his hug but pinipigilan ko ang sarili ko kasi ang alam ko sa ikakabuti naming dalawa iyon.