Dear fucking readers I guess, today was shit.
I came to the (not so sudden) realization that none of my old friends like me. We were such a nice group last year, and even the beginning of this year. Now we just aren't. It all started with (lets call her Chienne) Chienne was one of my best friends, we spent all summer together last year. We hooked up a lot (bc horny teenagers) (also no we didn't fuck, she wanted to lose her virginity to a future partner) And yes it was torture to hang out with her as friends knowing in great depth what she tasted like. Anyway I don't know whay happened entirely but I have my suspicions. I started dating this girl (lets call her Belle) and Belle got really curious to what Chienne and I did over the summer, so like a good fucking boyfriend I told her. And soon after that Chienne started being a dick to me. When I say dick I mean she basically told me I was stupid everyday. Soon after that Chienne said she didn't want to be friends anymore so I dropped it, we aren't friends anymore. After that it all went downhill, most of my friend group just kinda faded from me but a few stayed with me, Belle and Disparu. Belle and I broke up after a couple of things came to light (shit I don't even remember what but I think it was something like her talking shit about me) and a few months later Disparu and I started dating (sue me I'm Demiromantic) Now Disparu and I were great together. But alas Disparu ended up being pretty toxic. (Basically listen to "Happier Than Ever" to describe what they were like after they started to be toxic) We broke up, but not before my Polly ass (with consent from Disparu) got together with D'abord. D'abord was the absolute best she was all I could ever want, but her step dad made her break up with me and then forbade her from talking to me. And now I habe about four new friends that do like me but other than that everybody in the school hates me (and I'm not exaggerating they've told me). So yeah, now I really miss 4th grade when we were all friends, and I didn't know what being trans was and being omnisexual or being pollyamorous was. Also all the made up names are French so just like Google translate what they mean or how to pronounce them. Also feel free to comment on what you think of my life.
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