I wish I remember a lot better
but my mind is full of stories that I can't finish
Anxiety keeps crawling, if only I can wish
Never ending scenarios, yet none matter
I want little things back
For the memory to keep coming back
Then the rain started to fall
I remember walking through the wet meadow
Smelly scent of an invisible fragrance
Losing my mind in the shadow
Cloudburst pulling me out by vibrance
For a second, I thought I lost it forever
Until the smell of recalling a memory, petrichor
