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𝒶𝒹𝓇𝒾𝒶𝓃𝒶 𝓇𝑜𝒹𝑒𝓈 📍 Camperdown, St Andrew.
Plugging in my airpods to try and block out the exasperating sound of my family arguing, i turned on "win" by Jada Kingdom, blocking out the shouting.
I relate to that song on a whole different level.
After hearing a loud bang of glass hitting the floor i quickly went to check on what was going on.
Flashback ~ 4 Years ago.
"Go inna yuh room Adriana, i don't need you hearing what me and mommy are about to talk about." My brother instructed me, making me worry.
"Adrian i don't trust this, i can always know when somethings going on." I respond.
"Just go inna yuh room, i'll explain when i'm back." He said.
"Wah the fuck yuh mean when you're back.. ?" I respond, getting confused.
"Adriana just stop being stubborn and go in your room, and you know mi hate when yuh cuss." He says in a demanding tone.
Without even answering him i walked in my room, with tears rolling down my cheeks.
sitting down in my room, my head was getting crowded with the amount of thoughts in my head.
what if my brother is leaving the house?
i don't want to be alone with my abusive mother.
sitting down drowning in my different thoughts, i was taken out of my gaze by the sound of shouting.
"Wah yuh mean yah move out Adrian?" my mother shouted.
"Mommy mia big man, mi save up already fi get mi own apartment,and it's not a question, it's a statement." Adrian answers back.
Hearing those words broke me.
Wah mia go do without mi bredda, the only person weh care bout me?
Opening the door while crying, Adrian quickly walked to me.
"Listen sis, it go all be fine, i'll come back for you one day." He says, reassuring me.
"Adrian wah yuh mean? You know what mommy is like, you know how she's been since daddy died and you're really leaving me alone with her?" I ask, shouting.
he only gave me a look before he walked out the door, smiling at me as if he was trying to tell me it'll be okay.
