Chapter 8 : Truth

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Recap .......

Miracle : Are you my mother ?

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Fatima was stock still processing the question!!!

Miracle : Fatima ?

Fatima : Okay i get that your upset an you have every right to be but i won't go for the disrespect

Miracle : Sorry " tears Falling " Are you my mother?

Fatima : Yes I am your mother " tears falling"

Mircale : I thought you said you love me an you would never leave me , then why did you give me away?

* Fatima heart broken she wasn't mentally prepared for this conversation an miracle is too young to understand her life style but it was worth a try

Fatima : Come here " she put her on her lap " I do love you "buttercup" an i mean what i said that i will never leave you , But my choice to leave you here wasn't because i didn't love you or want you i did it for your own protection

Mircale : What does that mean ?

Fatima : Before i got pregnant with you i was living a dangerous life ,but when i got pregnant with you i thought that God was saying that it was time to leave that life behind but i knew you wouldn't be safe with me because they was some bad people after me " sniffles" an i knew they would try to hurt me by hurting the most important thing to me " You " Leaving you was one of the hardest decisions/ thing that I've ever had to do .....but that was the only way i knew you would be safe but i never stop loving you you've always been apart me ,your my little Miracle Baby . Am sorry that i hurt you an made you feel like you wasn't enough but me playing the role of your auntie hurts me everyday not to tell you who i truly am , its hurts me that i couldn't do mommy an daughter dates with you , it hurts me that i miss so much of your first " crying " But i had to put that hurt aside an make sure you was happy an have everything you wanted that was all that matters to me

Miracle : " crying " I don't understand auntie tima ,what you mean a dangerous life ?

Fatima : I really wish i could explain it more but your too young to understand

Miracle : Is that the reason the bad guys took me ?

Fatima : Yes they was trying to hurt me by taking you

Miracle : Where is my daddy ? Did he not want me either?

* Fatima see no need in telling her about her dad being abusive since he wont be around anymore so she settle for .....

Fatima : "sighs" He's dead ....wiping her tears

Miracle : Silent

Fatima : How do you feel about everything i just said

Miracle : I don't understand much but i know what grandpa does for a living i heard him an grandma talking an he always says that family is important an he would do anything to protect them from the bad guys even if it means sending them away ....So if you do what grandpa does i understand why you left me here but it still hurts ......Mitchell an her friends would make fun of me everyday because i don't have a mommy or a daddy i would cry in silence but smile on the outside cause grandpa always said i need to be tuff but its hard when all i feel is pain " wiping her tears " Many days i would ask God , why is he punishing me ? But i never got an answer

Fatima : " heart shattered" Am sorry baby i didn't know you was being bullied , is that the reason you ask to change school last month?

*Miracle nod

Fatima : Why didn't you tell me the reason when i ask why?

Miracle : I don't know i guess i felt like nobody care

Fatima : Am sorry i fail you baby

Miracle : Don't say that untie tima i know you love me an was just trying to protect me

Fatima : I know but i hurt you in the process of doing so

Miracle : Can i go home with you ?

Fatima : Where to Atlanta?

Miracle : Yes i wanna be with you .

Fatima : But your not safe with me

Miracle : I am safe with you ,i know you wont let anything happen to me

* Before fatima could respond miracle rapped her arms around fatima neck an break down crying her body starts to trimble in fear of getting kidnapped again ,fatima just rub her back until she calms down but she fell asleep so fatima lay her down on the bed an went back downstairs .

Tyrone : Is she okay?

Fatima : " tears falling " i fail her daddy am a bad mother all i was trying to do was to keep her safe i wasn't trying to hurt her ......she broke down

Tyrone : You didn't fail her baby you did the right thing she'll be okay

Fatima : She hurts daddy ,she's suffering on the inside because you thought her to always be strong " wiping her tears "

Tyrone : Pumpkin that little girl loves you ,yes she's hurt now its alot to take in but she will be okay just give her time

Fatima : She wont even call me mom

Madea : She will baby give her time

Fatima : She's hurting grandma an am the cause of it ,she dont even wanna stay her she wants to go home with me

Madea : She wants to go to Atlanta?

Fatima : Yes she said she's safe with me an not here

Madea : Well baby i think its best you should take her with you ,you've already miss out on so much i think building a bond with her will make thinks better

Fatima : But we do have a bond

Tyrone : Not a mother an daughter bond .... Its gonna be a different feelings bounding as mother an daughter

Fatima : What if I fail her an she gets hurt ? you know i have alot of enemies.

Tyrone : I think we are pass that stage now because we don't know who else paul give information too so i think she's safer with you besides madea has decided to move

Fatima : What?

Madea : Yes i am

Fatima : Why?

Tyrone : Well i came here to clean house an turns out my enemies are coming for me they don't know about you but they know about madea an miracle

* Fatima blank out ,the thought of someone hurting miracle is now a trigger for her

Madea : Tyrone

Tyrone : I got it , Fatima calm down babygirl miracle is safe nothing is going to happen to her " Fatima calming down " Thats why you need to take her with you

Fatima : I don't want her to see this side of me daddy I've try so hard to put the Darkness  away

Tyrone : I know babygirl ,but trust me you got it an she's safer with her mother

* Miracle started screaming an everyone run upstairs but some how fatima got there before them

Miracle : Please don't hurt me ,please don't take me

Fatima : Miracle , Miracle baby calm down its just a bad drean

Miracle : Auntie tima the bad guy was here " panicking "

Fatima : Its just a dream baby its okay i got you " crying"

Miracle : Please dont leave me !!

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