My life is a mess i think since I was born but more recently ...my kind of life don't let me have a "normal" life..I have a wonderful sister in law Melissa supporting me and a wonderful son my nephew Scott Mccall and his friend no less my adopted n...
I'm looking outside the window waiting..... Anxious...is raining I'm already outside of work...and is weekend.... Scott is with Stiles my sister is working... And I'm here alone waiting for my date.....yeah...I'm dating not by choice the guys was very insisted that I need so fresh air and meet new people ..so I did it but with the only person I know... And he agree.... More coffee......
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I look at the waitress smiling showing my cup.... Yes.....please..... I said looking back outside watching his car parking watching him running inside. I didn't look at him amused drinking my coffee You're late......I said looking at him leaving my cup I'm sorry......Derek said sitting Coffee..... I ask watching him drying Okay......Derek said I'm just smiling making a signal to the waitress watching her approaching with the jar of coffee admiring Derek making me smile A hot cup of coffee for the hot guy.....I said amused because Derek strange face and the blushing face of the waitress She serving the cup all red ....I'm just trying not to laugh.... Anything else......she ask me I look at her trying to be serious The menu would be nice.....I said looking straight at her Off course....the girl said almost running away Why you did that?......Derek said not amused pointed at the girl Lowing myself looking at him I can't avoiding she was drooling all over you .....I staring to said moving myself back Beside you are now my date ....so you better be focus on me....I said pointed at him Derek just smile at me nodding negative in disbelieve we watching the girl approaching with the menu Derek look at me in warning...I'm just breath out frustrated I'm gonna behave ...okay ....but in the first one she drooling over you....I'm gonna be myself you are already advised.....I said smiling moving my hand Derek smiling nodding negative crossing his arms at me.. You got yourself a deal.....
We eat ...we talk enjoyed dinner together actually I did but I was more concern and focus on her.. Her body maybe is present her mind is somewhere else... Where she would be? What??....Sabela said uncomfortable looking at me them back outside Why you doing this?..... I ask her She look at me moving one eyebrow up You don't like it?.....sabela ask me You know my answer that's not what I meant..... I said reading her face A low growling escaped from her lips pushing her sit back taking the money from her pursed leave it over the table and walk away from me Sabela .....wait.....listening to me....I said tensed taking my jacket almost running after her grabbing her arm it was still raining not hard but getting both wet What?.......whatyoureallywantfrommeDerek?......sabela said a little out of control No....the question is what you want?.....I ask tensed pulling her closer Those words cause effect on her ..she's anger but you see her tears falling This...this thing we have you can do this with anyone you want....I said waiting for a reaction No....I can't and you know that....sabela said anger trying to free herself from me There's no difference who ever you meet.. you need to move on and forget him.....I said now anger I can't..... Okay.....and yes there's a difference.... I trust you....you know me...and what we have I can't have it with no one else and I don't want nobody else.....Sabela said free herself turning walking at her car Sabela.....I said firm making stopping her She move her shoulders down her respiration out of control...she's hurt Don't you want me around?.....sabela said in a whisper so hurt feeling my heart shrinking...guilty... I hurt her I'm just moving my hands gentle turning her moving my hand at her face taking her tears away I would lie to you if I said no.....you know my answer to that....I said smiling softly Them why you keep pushing me....Sabela ask me I'm not pushing you I want you to realize what just happened is been six month Sabela and you don't said not even a negative word against him...I know you and that's killing you inside...let it out and free yourself from him.....I said hugging her so tight Sabela bury her head on my neck grabbing my shirt tightly...her whole body shaking she doesn't make any sound she still trying to be strong... I hate him....I always will....sabela said between her teeth
