My life is a mess i think since I was born but more recently ...my kind of life don't let me have a "normal" life..I have a wonderful sister in law Melissa supporting me and a wonderful son my nephew Scott Mccall and his friend no less my adopted n...
We are back at Derek apartment leaving his side walk at the bathroom changing.. shower..thinking actually focus on him.. He didn't said a comment good or bad at all his entirely conversation was with Peter.
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All the rescue and the intervention of Deucalion...not making him happy means he knows I saw him.. Closing the shower looking at my phone buzzing a message Are youokay? Exhausted tired but also worried taking my phone I'mokay...... IknowisnottruebutIwon'tfightyouatleastyour save anything youknowwhereI'm..... He's word bringing me peace even from distance Thanks........goodnight.... Goodnight...mybela..... My heart was already pounding faster taking the message and erased taking a towel drying my hair my phone my things and walk out and see Derek lying in his bed with his eyes closed you could said he's sleeping but he wasn't he was very aware at each step I was making... Everything was turning off so my only choice was facing him taking my things leaving it over the table and locked my guns and lying myself down next to him looking at him first Derek are you mad?.......I ask tensed No.....he simple said moving his hands behind his neck Okay...... I said turning showing my back at him taking my other pillow and bringing to my chest trying to breathing it was so obvious he's was mad he just trying not argument with me... My tears actually falling without my will I didn't move or make any kind of sound Derek move his arms around my waist buried his head in my hair pulling me closer at him I appreciated what you did but it was to dangerous Sabela...Derek said tensed I'm just react I can't let nothing happened to you....I said playing with his fingers The sound of his smile relaxing me he make me facing him I'm sorry for worried you....Derek said brushing his lips on my nose making me wrinkled amused No....I'm the one who's sorry....I said resting my head at his chest he move me having me over him reading my face I'm just ....Derek didn't finished taking my lips pretty sweet following for many small ones making me giggling I know....it won't happened again....I said resting my head at his chest finally feeling sleeping Derek brushing his lips in my hair tight me closer I hope so.....
Sitting in my bed thinking how I can bringing her back ... Her emotions overwhelming... No matter how much he can make her feel the feeling of emptiness is there... I can go there take her and reclaimed like mine....but I already tried that didn't work even knowing the feelings for each other she would hate me more so let's be her best friend... The only one who really knows how she think or feel.. The only one there for her...... And wait what I have to wait but for how long?.
After that little by little everything starting to changed between us.... Derek changed drastically he get more dominant..possessive..territorial...demanding Actually feeling suffocated.. I can't even breath around him.. Right now he's fighting kitsunes helping my nephew with my lovely Stiles... I'm fighting my own demons.. Sabelaphone....... I'm in somewhere hunting down some no good wolfs with The Calaveras....one in particular... Doing another work anything out of Derek apartment seen pleased to me and I can finally breath... The sound of the guns behind me taking my phone Quientedijoquedispares?.... Englishplease... Shesaidwhogiveyoutheordertoshoot.... Ohhh......sorrymybad....boss I'm just breathing hard out looking at Servero
