awkward

chapter six

I watched Kai inhale and exhale, as she sat in the chair across from me. She had leaves and twigs in hair, but she still looked cute to me.

I looked up at the analog clock on my basement wall.

She's been sleeping for about twenty minutes since we came back from the park. Well, I wouldn't really call it sleeping.

More like, unconscious.

She started to stir and finally her eyes began to open.

I smiled at how confused she looked.

"T-tyler?" she called out. I scooted the chair up closer to her. "Yeah, I'm right here baby." I smiled at her.

"Tyler, you sicko! This isn't funny, let me go!" she cried out.

I laughed at how frantic she was.

"Tyler p-please!" she began crying hard now.

"Stop moving around so much babe, you might cut your wrists." I said looking at the rope around her wrists and the chair.

I stood up and clapped my hands together. "That reminds me Kai. I wrote you a song." I smiled at her dirt and tear reeked face and grabbed my notebook.

I cut on an instrumental I made for fun a year ago, thinking I'd never use it.

(play the song in the media)

I was 16 when we first laid eyes
Scrawny little fucker yeah I was that guy
And you was down for the weekend
I was down for the greeting
And your eyes the same color shit that jasper be chiefing
Couple freckles on ya noses, roses made you blush
Gentleman I was like I wasn't trying to fuck
But it was my first official date so I was stuck like

It was past curfew, and we was at the grove
And it was raining, and I had to be home
And then you grabbed my hand, talking about trying to get home safe
All I remember, was your motherfucking face, your face

I play in your hair
As you rub on my ears
Then we awkwardly stare until our lips locked
Then we awkwardly stared because our lips locked
Now it's awkward in here because our lips locked
Feels like I’m floating in air
Can't believe that this dare turned into a reality when our lips locked
Man this feels like a dream because our lips locked
You officially put my feelings inside a zip lock bag

You gotta a nigga sprung, whenever I’m holding your hand
And making eye can-tact I feel like the damn man
Cause even though I am and get round of applause
I’m insecure then I start to think that I do not stand chance
But, moments, wish that I could own 'em or lease it or clone it
'Cause holding your fingertips is golden
I fucking love you, now treat my palms like a bowling ball &
Grip and keep holding on
Girl

As you rub on my ears
Then we awkwardly stare until our lips locked
Then we awkwardly stared because our lips locked
Now it's awkward in here because our lips locked
Feels like I’m floating in air
Can't believe that this dare turned into a reality when our lips locked
Man this feels like a dream because our lips locked
You officially put my feelings inside a zip lock bag

You got a
Wait, don't think this is going to work
Things got complicated and a couple feelings got hurt
I haven’t talked to you in a couple of days
I got too comfortable and started to think we was really a couple
But hey at least it was time spent
But by the time you will hear this you will know what these rhymes meant
But when you realize its awkward your names still my password
So I’m always fuckin' reminded
You got a nigga sprung

I walked over to Kai and started stroking her hair as she sat there and silently cried.

You're my girlfriend, you're my girl (whether you like it or not)
You're my girl, you're my girlfriend, you're my girl girlfriend (you know I like you a lot)
You're my girl, you're my girlfriend, you're my girl (shit I know that you're my)
You're my girl, you're my girlfriend, you're my girlfriend
You're my girl
Ooh
You're my, you're my girl
Ooh girlfriend, girlfriend
You're my girlfriend, you're my girl, girlfriend you're my girl
You're my girlfriend