K.A.R.D a 4 Headed Co-ed Group. Bm, J.seph, Somin and Jiwoo. Everybody already knew that they couldn't be together ore develop feelings for each other but who can stop your heart from falling in love.
Somin P.O.V How could this happen Why would this happen I can't be late No... now I need to run...
I couldn't sleep at all cause I was too busy reading fanfiction of me and him and I was crying while reading too.
It can't go on like this I need to move on I know that but its too goddamn hard. He is literally everywhere I go.
Ok I can't think about him right now I need to be fast and get ready so I can go practice They are probably waiting for me.
Bm P.O.V
She is late. This is the first time I hope everything is alright.
Just as I thought that. She came in sweating a little
"Why are you late?"
Jiwoo asked her while punching j.seph they are so cute seriously
"I overslept"
Why does she look like she hasn't been sleeping for years. She didn't sleep what did she do then? Cause something seems fishy.
She came next to me and sat down
"Hey"
She sounds really tired
"How long did you sleep... and don't lie please!"
She looked at me kinda shocked I guess she didn't expect me to notice that she is lying
"Maybe an hour. I was about to go out but then I sat down because I still had some time left but then I fell asleep..."
Then I just couldn't think of something better so I patted my shoulder signalling her to lay her head down.
"You can borrow my shoulder"
She hesitated but then did like I said so
We were like this for 23 minutes and 48 seconds
Yes I counted And then we needed to practice
Couldn't we stay like this for a little longer.
Somin P.O.V
Why did he do that. Man I'm trying to move on don't be so darn cute to me how dare he... But like I could get used to it but argghh I don't know
We practised for 4 hours straight and then we took a short break
It feels like Matthew is clinging on to me or something he is literally always next to me Not that I'm complaining But why tho?
"Finally a break..."
He said while sitting down next to me
"You still tired?"
Yeah I am even after 4 hours practicing I'm still tired and I feel like I could sleep for 2 years and I would still be tired
"You want to sleep on my shoulder again?"
Why is he being so nice My heart is racing so fast right now
"Yeah thank you"
And then I fell asleep again
Ok I didn't I was awake I couldn't sleep something felt off but... what...
Bm P.O.V
I need to tell her I can't live like this and she is still here not noticing that I'm crying
"Somin?"
She didn't answer So I guess she is sleeping
Cute
"You know I can't describe this feeling. You are here sleeping on my shoulder and I'm here sitting and crying alone cause I know that you will never love me as much as I love you. Yes that's right. You are the girl I was talking about. The one that doesn't love me. The one that makes me smile every time I think about her. The one that makes me watch these funny and cute videos on YouTube about the two of us. I love you and I want you to know that too but I just can't tell you its too hard for me I would destroy everything we have build up but I can't control this feeling for you its just too big I love you with all my heart and our new choreography makes it worse cause back hugging you makes my heart beat faster than I thought it would ever. All these feelings inside me they just want to scream and shout and tell everyone that you are mine but you are not mine too. Weird I know. Jeon Somin I love you"
That felt so good letting it all out my heart feels better now.
If I could just tell her that while she is awake
Somin P.O.V
I'm going to die
Yep I'm dead
My heart is racing way too hard right now
I'm dead
This means bye bye Somin
I was the one he loved all along Why did I not notice Gosh I'm so dumb
Should I just say something
Gosh this is difficult
Then Jiwoo came inside
"Yoo- she is still sleeping. We have a sleeping beauty tod- Matthew why are you crying?"
Wait he was really crying This is too cute I'm dying
"Nothing this is just sweat please don't laugh I'm going to wash up when she is awake"
And now he is lying I can't handle this its too much I need to tell him too.
"Matthew can we talk"
I said while looking him in his red eyes
"Alone"
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